Aldy
Disciple of Prayer
Pls pray for my father who is a pastor who drinks and ABUSES me he loves me very much but he drinks a lot and wants to sexually abuse me: I did for almost three years but now as am stopping by grace of God he ABUSES and tells me I enjoyed now I don't: he doesn't let me away from him even if I stay away he needs me he says sorry but once I come his anger his drinks his abuse has made me soo frustrated in life I throw things break things and am only blamed for what I do. I pray I fast and God has blessed me sooo much. But why can't God change him and he is a pastor he loves other girls he texts them after drinking they feel good thinking pastor is loving them and they come close and I hate it. Am praying to get rid of it: I feel stuck between God and father. If I don't kiss him and hug like sexually he starts abusing me with bad words then I get frustrated and bang things and throw. It's worse. I am praying I increased my prayer time for 3 hours in a day. Praying in tongues and believing but he doesn't stop drinking and his anger and he calls me mad words. When will he be free from drinking he is doing it from past many many years he stopped but back again. And I feel like killing my self cos am praying.