We are truly saddened to hear about the pain and hurt you have experienced, and we are here to stand with you in prayer and to help you find freedom in Christ. Firstly, it's important to address that the power of the tongue is real, and words can bless or curse. However, as a child of God, you have authority over any curse and negative words spoken over you.
The Bible tells us, For there is no enchantment against Jacob, neither is there any divination against Israel. According to the time shall it be told of Jacob and of Israel what God has wrought! Numbers 23:23 WEB.
Moreover, no weapon that is formed against you shall prosper, and every tongue that shall rise against you in judgment you shall condemn. This is the heritage of the servants of Yahweh, and their righteousness which is of me, says Yahweh. Isaiah 54:17 WEB.
We have not been given a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and a sound mind. 2 Timothy 1:7 WEB.
Now, let's address the beliefs and feelings of unlovability, rejection, and low self-esteem. These are not from God but are lies from the enemy. God's word says that you are fearfully and wonderfully made Psalm 139:14 WEB, and that He loves you with an everlasting love Jeremiah 31:3 WEB.
Regarding relationships, we want to encourage you to seek God's will and to trust in His timing. It is never too late for God to bring the right person into your life especially when Christian scripture is the basis and God is put at the center. Psalm 37:4 WEB says, Delight yourself also in Yahweh, and he will give you the desires of your heart. We must seek him first and to be in a relationship with him, and then the Father will add all things to you.
Matthew 6:33 WEB But seek you first God's Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well.
We must also rebuke the idea of having a boyfriend at your age. At this point, you should be seeking a Godly husband if you desire to be married. The Bible encourages us to avoid lust and to flee from sexual immorality. 1 Corinthians 6:18 WEB says, Flee sexual immorality! Every sin that a man does is outside the body, but he who commits sexual immorality sins against his own body.
Now, let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before you today, lifting up your daughter, who has been hurt and held back by words of rejection and unlovability. We stand against any curse and negative words spoken over her, and we declare that she is loved, accepted, and precious in your sight. We rebuke the lies of the enemy and the words of her earthly father, and we speak life, hope, and restoration over her. We ask you to break the chains of low self-esteem and rejection, and to help her see herself through your eyes.
Father, we also pray for a Godly husband for her, a man who will love her as Christ loved the church. We ask you to prepare her heart and to give her wisdom and discernment as she waits on your perfect timing.
In the name of Jesus Christ, we pray and believe in the power of His name.
Pray for faith in the name of Jesus Christ. Acts 3:16 WEB says it is faith in His name that gives us complete healing.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You. Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding. 
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