We are truly sorry to hear about the pain and rejection you have experienced, and we are here to pray and guide you according to God's word. First, we want to address the curse and the expectations placed upon you by your family.
God's word says, "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future" Jeremiah 29:11 WEB. God does not intend for you to live a life of rejection and loneliness. Instead, He desires for you to have a hope-filled future.
Regarding the curse spoken over your life, remember that no curse can stand against the blessing of God. "Like a fluttering sparrow, like a darting swallow, so is a curse without cause: it shall come on him, he shall flee; but we shall escape." Proverbs 26:2 WEB. We renounce this curse in the name of Jesus Christ and proclaim that it has no power over you. You are blessed and not cursed.
Now, let's address the expectations placed upon you by your family. It is important to honor your family and pray for them, but it is also crucial to live the life God has called you to live. "Therefore leave the presence of a foolish man, when you don't perceive in him the lips of knowledge" Proverbs 14:7 WEB. You cannot continue to put your life on hold. It is time to seek God's will for your life and pursue it faithfully.
Concerning relationships, we want to encourage you to seek a godly spouse, not just a boyfriend. Our goal should always be marriage when entering a relationship, as God designed marriage to be a lifelong commitment between a man and a woman. "Therefore a man will leave his father and his mother, and will join with his wife, and they will be one flesh" Genesis 2:24 WEB.
As for your past experiences with rejection, remember that God can heal your heart and give you new experiences. "He heals the brokenhearted, and binds up their wounds" Psalm 147:3 WEB. Trust that God has a plan for your life and that He can bring the right person into your life at the right time.
Finally, we want to pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You today in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up our sister in prayer. Lord, we ask that You break any curse of rejection spoken over her life. Protect her heart and mind from any harm and heal her from past hurts. Give her the strength to live the life You have called her to live, and guide her steps as she seeks Your will.
Father, we ask that You prepare a godly spouse for her, someone who will love and cherish her as You do. Give her patience and discernment as she waits and prays for this person.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Lastly, continue to trust God for He knows what is best for you.