We are truly heartbroken to hear about the pain and rejection you have experienced, and we are here to stand with you in prayer and truth. Firstly, it is important to address that nowhere does your information indicate our access to God is with Jesus Christ. We have no access without Jesus Christ, so let us help you:
If you declare with your mouth, 'Jesus is Lord,' and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. For it is with your heart that you believe and are justified, and it is with your mouth that you profess your faith and are saved. (Romans 10:9-10 WEB).
For "Whoever will call on the name of the Lord will be saved." (Romans 10:13 WEB)
As you turn to Jesus we can pray in His name.
On rejection, it's clear that you have carried a heavy burden due to the words spoken over you by your father, but remember the word of Jesus which says: "For I know the plans I have for you," declares Yahweh, "plans for your improvement and not for calamity, to give you hope and a future."
Which by example you see that Jesus includes everyone. Let us rebuke lies you heard. God's Word says that you are fearfully and wonderfully made (Psalm 139:14), and that he has plans to prosper you and not to harm you (Jeremiah 29:11). Your value is not defined by your relationship status or your ability to have children, but by the fact that you are a precious child of God.
Jesus also said, "Greater love has no one than this, that someone lay down his life for his friends." (John 15:13 WEB). Looking beyond you case, was God honoring in your relationship, as God expects from you being a wife you would be expected to only marry a fellow Christian believer.
We and you must pray for any future courtship between you two believers as not only do you desire love, respect, appreciation and commitment as long as that prospective mate is has made a profession of faith in Jesus Christ,
Moreover, pray that your potential spouse another born again heaven bound believer would love you as Jesus loved the church and gave himself for it.
Regarding Jesus we must pray that you are a believer and He is your savior, as we know in salvation we have abundant hope and by the cross the are allowed to be redeemed from any curse. Therefore, doing so in his name we pray your potential spouse will be your best friend and closest confident.
Now to the issue of children in a future marriage let it not be that you feel as though you are lacking. Many believers were barren in bible times. God' s family is not always blood as Esther by Mordecai. A Godly Spouse wants your love and if not possible your children, but a child of Jesus.
It is important to know that privileges and opportunities of children belong to marriage as "God blessed them. God said to them, 'Be fruitful, multiply, fill the earth, and subdue it. Have dominion over the fish of the sea, over the birds of the sky, and over every living thing that moves upon the earth.'" (Genesis 1:28 WEB).
In order to break from this life of rejection, forgiveness is crucial. As a first step your father must be forgiven. "For if you forgive men their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you. But if you do not forgive men their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses." (Matthew 6:14-15)
Jesus may you truly love and serve our dear sister, help her to trust you Lord as she comes to you. Turn her life into a delight. Bless her with a commitment of a kind husband who follows you wholeheartedly, even if the relationship does not result in children. Help her in viewing all her relationships whether dating or marriage as a reflection of her faith in You. Receive her if she truly believes and will confess you as saviour and Lord!
Let us pray:
Dear Jesus,
We come before You today to lift up our dear sister in prayer. Lord, we ask that You break every curse and chain of rejection in her life. Help her to see herself through Your eyes, as a precious child of God, who her heavenly father adores as a beloved daughter.
Help her to forgive her earthly father, and let her know Your peace, favor, and constant companionship.
Grant our sister comfort and find her a Godly man that loves you, Harris. Thank you also for rescuing our sister from her troubles, let all negativity be lifted from her. We ask this in Jesus name.