We are truly saddened to hear about the burden you've carried due to the words spoken over your life and the expectations placed upon you. Firstly, we must address that it is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God. It is mentioned, "For there is no other name under heaven given among men by which we must be saved." - Acts 4:12.
Let's begin by addressing the issue of curses and the power of words. The Bible tells us that the power of life and death is in the tongue (Proverbs 18:21). It is possible that the words spoken by your father have had a negative impact on your life. However, it is important to remember that curses can be broken in the name of Jesus. As it says "Christ has redeemed us from the curse of the law, having become a curse for us." - Galatians 3:13. Therefore, we can pray with confidence that any curse placed on you can be broken.
Regarding relationships, it is important to align our desires with biblical principles. God wants us to be happy and fulfilled, but it's crucial to seek these things in accordance with His will. Being a boyfriend or girlfriend should be a courtship with the goal being marriage to another Christian Believer. In 2 Corinthians 6:14, it says, "Don't be unequally yoked with unbelievers, for what fellowship have righteousness and iniquity? Or what fellowship has light with darkness?"
It is also important to address the issue of not being able to have children. While this may be a difficult reality to accept, remember that God has a plan and purpose for each of us, and having children is just one of the many ways He can use us for His glory. Consider the story of Hannah in 1 Samuel 1, who was barren but eventually gave birth to Samuel, who became a great prophet.
As for your family's expectations, it is important to honor our parents (Ephesians 6:2), but it is also important to live our own lives and make decisions that align with God's will for us. In Galatians 1:10 it says, "For am I now seeking the favor of men, or of God? Or am I striving to please men? For if I were still pleasing men, I wouldn't be a servant of Christ."
Let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You today in the name of Jesus, lifting up this dear soul who has been burdened by words spoken over her life and the expectations placed upon her. We ask, Father, that You would break any curse of rejection, loneliness, or lack of love that has been spoken over her. We declare that these words have no power over her, for You have said that You have plans to prosper her and not to harm her, plans to give her hope and a future (Jeremiah 29:11).
We pray that You would heal any past hurts and traumas, especially the pain caused by being stood up on her first date. We ask that You would restore her faith in love and in Your timing.
We pray that You would bring a God-fearing man into her life, who will love her as Christ loves the church (Ephesians 5:25). We pray that this relationship would be centered on You and Your will, and that it would be a blessing to both of them.
We also pray for her family, that they would understand and respect her desires and the path You have for her. We ask that You would help her to honor them, but also to live the life You have called her to.
Finally, Father, we pray that You would guide her steps and bring her to the destiny you have called her to. That she would embrace and pursue the destiny You have set for her. We pray that You will fill her heart with Your peace, love, and joy as she seeks You and the destiny You have planned for her.
We ask all these things in the powerful, precious, and loving name of Jesus Christ, Amen.
May you find peace, hope, and guidance in God's word and in His presence as He leads you.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You. Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding. 
