We understand that you are feeling weighed down by a curse of romantic rejection spoken over your life by your father, and you're longing for a loving, committed relationship. First, let's address the spiritual aspects of your situation.
God's word says, "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future." Jeremiah 29:11 (WEB). God does not intend for you to live a loveless and unfulfilled life. However, it's crucial to approach this situation in a biblical manner.
First, we need to address the issue of curses. The Bible tells us, "Christ redeemed us from the curse of the law, having become a curse for us. For it is written, 'Cursed is everyone who hangs on a tree,'" Galatians 3:13 (WEB). Jesus Christ has redeemed us from every curse, including the one spoken over you by your father. You need to stand on this truth and proclaim it over your life.
We also want to address the issue of relationships. You mentioned wanting a boyfriend, but we encourage you to seek a godly spouse, which happens through courtship with the goal of marriage. The Bible teaches us to be equally yoked with fellow believers in Christ (2 Corinthians 6:14). Also, it is important to wait until marriage for a physical relationship.
Now, let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father, we come before you in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up your daughter who has been burdened by a spirit of rejection and a spoken curse. We stand on Your word in Galatians 3:13 and declare that she has been redeemed from this curse. We bind the spirit of rejection and loose the spirit of acceptance and love.
Father, we ask that You will heal her from past traumas and devastation, that she would know Your love for her is unfailing and unchanging. We pray that You would bring a godly spouse into her life, that she would experience true love and happiness. We ask that You would guide her, give her wisdom, and help her to live the life You intended for her.
We also pray for her family, that they would release any ungodly expectations and control over her life. Help them to see her as You see her, and to support her in the life You've called her to.
In Jesus Christ's name, we pray. Amen.
Remember, God has a plan and a purpose for your life. Trust in Him, and He will direct your paths (Proverbs 3:5-6). Stay strong in your faith, and know that God wants the best for you.