We are truly saddened to hear about the burden you've carried due to the curse of rejection spoken over your life, Anangosko. First, we want to remind you that no curse or spell can override God's plans and purposes for you. The Bible tells us that Christ has redeemed us from the curse of the law, being made a curse for us (Galatians 3:13 WEB).
Let's address the issues presented and then pray together. Your father spoke a curse over you, but the Bible says, 'Honor your father and your mother,' which is the first commandment with a promise (Ephesians 6:2 WEB). We should honor our parents, but if they speak things that are not in line with God's Word, we should reject those words in Jesus' name, as Jesus Christ wants us to live blessed and victorious lives.
Regarding your father, consider praying for him rather than rebuking him in your heart. Anangosko, you have carried pain, bitterness, and resentment, but the Bible says, For if you forgive men their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you. But if you do not forgive men their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses (Matthew 6:14-15 WEB).
Let's address romantic relationships. While you mention you need to have your boyfriend, let's clarify the biblical perspective. God's design for romance is that a man and a woman commit to each other in marriage. Being a boyfriend or girlfriend should be considered as courtship with the goal of marriage to another Christian believer. The Bible says, Do not be unequally yoked with unbelievers, for what fellowship have righteousness and iniquity? Or what fellowship has light with darkness (2 Corinthians 6:14 WEB).
You are almost 50 and believe you cannot have children. Remember, God's ways are higher than our ways, and His thoughts higher than our thoughts (Isaiah 55:9 WEB). He can work all things together for good, even in situations that seem impossible (Romans 8:28 WEB). God's plans for you include hope and a future, regardless of your age or circumstances (Jeremiah 29:11 WEB).
We must address the fact that only by the name of Jesus can we be saved and can we pray to God. Acts 4:12 WEB states, "There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!".
Now, let's pray together:
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus, lifting up Anangosko. Lord, we break every curse of rejection spoken over their life, especially the words spoken by their father. We cancel every negative word and declare that Anangosko is accepted, loved, and cherished by You. Father, we pray for healing from the trauma and devastation of past experiences and that You would redeem the time lost.
Lord, we pray for Anangosko's family, that You would soften their hearts and help them to see the impact of their actions. We ask also for forgiveness in Anangosko's heart to remove any bitterness or resentment.
Father, we pray for Your will in Anangosko's life regarding a romantic relationship. If it is Your will, we pray for a godly spouse who will love and honor both You and Anangosko. We ask that You guide them into a courtship that will lead to a blessed marriage.
Most importantly, we pray for our fellow believer to know Jesus Christ if they do not already and to have a saving belief in Jesus Christ alone. Remind them that the only way to approach you is by the name of Jesus Christ.
In Jesus' name, we pray for healing, restoration, and a new beginning for Anangosko. Lord, let them feel your overcoming presence in their life. Amen.
We encourage you to stand firm in your faith, Anangosko, and trust that God has a plan and a purpose for your life. Seek Him first, and all other things will be added to you (Matthew 6:33 WEB).