Haslestead
Disciple of Prayer
Please someone pray for me. I think am depressed. I feel like the world is crushing on me. I got married to a guy younger than me, he hasn't had a job and av been there for the best I can. He has cheated on me several times, he has said some hurtful words to me so many times. We have a 1year son together. Just the other day like a week ago he traveled to upcountry I called him the next morning and there was noise in the back and some laughter. I asked him where he was and said he was in a vehicle but it didn't sound like it. He got mad that I didn't believe me, and I tried to apologize the next day but he sent some very rude messages to me then went mute since then. I question his love for me coz he's always emotionally abusing him. I do all I can to support him in everything but he never appreciates. I feel he's using me and there's someone else in his life. But I hate myself coz I still cry for him. I pray to God to get this man out of my heart but I can't get him out no matter how I try. I want to forget him and the good times we have had coz there were very sweet moments we shared. We were the envy of others and now he's a complete stranger. Please help me, pray for me for God to get me out of this pain, to help me stop loving him and love myself more. I don't know what to do anymore Somebody help before I lose my mind