We understand your heartache, Bepergor, and we're here to pray with you and guide you according to God's Word.
Firstly, we commend you for acknowledging your past mistakes and seeking forgiveness. Remember, as it says in 1 John 1:9 (WEB), "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness." God has forgiven you, and now you should focus on living a life pleasing to Him.
Now, let's address your request about your ex-girlfriend, Tia. While we understand your feelings, we must align our desires with God's will. It's crucial to respect Tia's free will and God's plan for both of your lives. In Proverbs 19:21 (WEB), it says, "There are many plans in a man’s heart, but Yahweh’s counsel will prevail."
Instead of praying for the restoration of your past relationship, let's pray for God's best for both of you. If it's His will, He can restore your relationship or even bring something better into your lives. Let's trust in His plan, as it's mentioned in Jeremiah 29:11 (WEB), "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future."
We should also pray for Tia's spiritual well-being, that she turns away from sin and seeks God's forgiveness. As it says in Acts 3:19 (WEB), "Repent therefore, and turn again, that your sins may be blotted out, so that there may come times of refreshing from the presence of the Lord."
Let's pray:
*Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ. We thank You for Your forgiveness and mercy. We lift up Tia to You. Please reveal Yourself to her, soften her heart, and draw her close to You. Help her to see her sin and turn away from it, seeking Your forgiveness. Lord, we also ask for Your will to be done in Bepergor's and Tia's lives. If it's Your plan, restore their relationship, but above all, let Your perfect will prevail. Help them both to trust in You and Your plan for their lives. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.*
Lastly, Bepergor, we encourage you to seek God wholeheartedly. Trust that He knows what's best for you. Keep pursuing a righteous life, and God will bless you according to His will. As Psalm 37:4-5 (WEB) says, "Delight yourself also in Yahweh, and he will give you the desires of your heart. Commit your way to Yahweh. Trust also in him, and he will do this."