Anonwoman
Prayer Warrior
I'm not sure how to ask So I'm just going to start talking please Pray My Heart feels shattered in my chest I Love my spouse so much and He Used to and sometimes still acts like he wants to love me but For years we've been Getting close then A wall pops up between us due to Confusion,Misunderstanding,And people causing Trouble to try to keep us apart and Even through Tricks from the devil! For years Its gone on but For what seems like a long time now Iv Felt very disconnected I have had nervous Breakdown and have a number of disorders and anxiety Major trouble Focusimg And I get super overwhelmed So He thinks That I just don't want to do what I need to and should be doing for our fam and I truely can't help it He said hurtful things and that he is giving up On me don't want me to even Be around him or say his name bec All I cause is heart ach but I don't mean to then I try to explain and he thinks I'm arguing and then we do He said Leave him alone He's cutting me out permanently He thinks I am evil but I am not I Cant help the things that have been done and What my family members do I don't cause the evil and Thats where it comes from now he thinks it's me but Its not my doing I can't help it and he's stopped loving me for it but that's whY. Was fighting so hard to overcome it for so we could be happy together I try so hard Byt he said theirs no better with me and he's wanted to many years Please pray that he will imidently see And Be sorry for what he's said and thought and love me again Please And that Noone or nothing will be able to separate us please pray he will be able to see that uts not my Doing and See and love me for what I am Again and fast I domt want a life without him Please pray for God to help my mind and Me to acomplish easily without procrastination and Delays Pray fir us to Have a happy long life and for him to know in his heart In Jesusbname Their Are no words to Say how Hurt I feel I'm begging for prayer I cant stand to think of the enamy winning and us separating Please pray God Bless