Please Provide A Safe Home For Me...And For God To Calm My Nerves This Evening...and help me be steady and at peace...and not on edge...

[Feathers Of Angel's Wings]

All day today and this evening

we have had extremely bad wind storms
and then
a very bad rain storm on top of the high winds...

this always reminds me of The Numerous Hurricane's
i have had to endure living here
that i have gone thru for soo many un--ending years now
they were truly soo frightening
and very destructive...and soo difficult to recover from...
and all of the memories it brings back to me
are very difficult to deal with and re--live and experience...

i find myself on edge all of the time
and then i am shaking...
and then feeling soo over--whelmed
and very unsafe and on a high alert
to be prepared to escape to safety to survive
and i am never stable or at peace...

we are always on high alert for this type of hurricane weather
and then my electric company has us on stand bye
for if the power goes out...and i have to make sure
that the windows in this apartment do not break either...

just a few months ago this summer
i believe it was in August sometime
i went thru yet another Hurricane named Isaiah's
it lasted 2 to 3 days......it seemed like an eternity to me...

i re-live soo much now...
we had no electricity and no internet for about 2 weeks
but my greatest concern was damage to where i was living
extreme flooding...as i live net to the Atlantic Ocean
and i am also surrounded by A Bay that often overflows too...
and destruction to my car and my possessions...
and then me having to go
to A Red Cross Shelter like i have had to in the past....
and being homeless once again...

i am going thru this housing crisis trial
that i still am still in now....
because of Hurricane Sandy primarily from October 2012
and that was soo devastating i have not ever recovered yet

this is why i am going thru my current housing crisis
still to this day....
after being permanently displaced i became homeless
then i had to move 6 times....
and where i am now my lease is up in Februray.....

we have a housing shortage and the rent's here
have now tripled and quadrupled...in price...
they are more expensive now then New York City is...

Landlord's and Real Estate Broker's
see an opportunity to price gauge
because housing is soo very scare and they can
charge whatever they feel like now...
so there is very little truly affordable housing any more...

I HAVE HAD FOR A VERY LONG TIME NOW WHAT IS CALLED....P.T.S.D....
( Post Traumatic Stress Disorder )
and that is why i always suffer as much as i now do...
with nightmare's all night
and flashbacks and then these headaches
and extreme anxiety
and panic attacks that get triggered
in me from certain incidences....
one of which is most definitely
the weather....AND BAD STORMS....LIKE TODAY HAS BEEN...
the other is my inability to find someone yet locally
who will rent to me on a long term basis...
and
last night i was up all evening re--living the times
that i have been homeless in the past
and i got very very very sick
as i do soo much fear it is going to happen yet again...
by February if i can not find another place to live soon....

PLEASE ABBA--DADDY--FATHER GOD

TAKE THIS TORMENT FROM ME
I CAN NOT BEAR IT ANY MORE....

AND HEAL ME OF THIS FULLY AND COMPLETELY

IT IS TOO MUCH FOR ME TO ENDURE ANY MORE...

CARRY THIS CROSS FOR ME PLEASE JESUS...

PLEASE BRING MY HOUSING MIRACLE VERY SOON...

AND MAY I FINALLY LIVE IN PEACE AND SECURITY
SAFE...STABLE...AND UN-AFRAID...
SOMETHING THAT I HAVE NOT KNOWN
FOR SUCH A VERY LONG TIME IN MY LIFE...

I DREAD WAKING UP TO FACE ANOTHER DAY...
AS I GET YET CLOSER AND CLOSER TO MY RENTAL DEADLINE
WITH NO PROSPECTS IN SIGHT ANY MORE...
AND I DREAD GOING TO SLEEP TOO....
AS I HAVE NIGHTMARE AFTER NIGHTMARE....

PLEASE HELP ME FATHER IN JESUS'S NAME...
I AM DOING ALL I HUMANLY CAN DO
PLEASE ADD YOUR DIVINITY TO MY HUMANITY
AND PROVIDE QUIET AND PEACEFUL SHELTER
FOR ME TO LIVE IN....
FROM ALL OF THE STORMS OF LIFE....

BRING ME TO THAT SAFE HARBOR AT LAST.....
JESUS PLEASE.....BE MY ANCHOR
DEAR FATHER GOD...
COMPASSIONATELY STABALIZE ME...PLEASE...

I ASK THIS ALL IN JESUS'S PRECIOUS NAME

{ i am a wreck yet again this evening from this latest storm }

this is such a hard way for me to live.
i do not know what a normal life is anymore
i am always in
""''Survival And Disaster Mode"""

Lord Jesus...please bring this whole trial
to a miraculous and beautiful end for me
very very soon...i fervently pray always
all night and all day...until the answer finally comes...and i am home / safe at last
AMEN......X.O.X.O.X......

 

[Articles]

Lord, we thank you that you for the blessings that you have given us. Help us to honor you in every part of our lives. We place this request at your throne. Please hear and reply according to your perfect will and timing. Grant us the peace to know that you are in control. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Des Denisse]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Brother James]

Praying with and for you in Jesus.

We can do everything Jesus did and more! We can speak; sickness leave in Jesus! Be healed by Jesus stripes! I am healed by Jesus stripes! Amen! Thank You Lord Jesus!

You can copy and paste this to pray every day and share...

There is nothing that happens for us that is bad. All things work for our good in Jesus! Look at everything as good!

Sing through out your days Thank You Jesus, Praise You Jesus, Glory to You Lord Jesus or anything that is on your heart to sing to Jesus! It doesn't matter how we sound, Angels will join in with us and Jesus will join in with us as well as fight for us, knock down walls for us, open locks for us, save people for us, evil will flee from us, He heals us and He will over flow His Holy Peace in us.

Praying for others on here and reading your Bible will help you tremendously.

I wanted to commit suicide once, I even came up with a plan. Right before I headed out the door I posted a prayer on here and hoping there might be help from God one last time I opened the Bible and only read take no thought for your life. I read that before at least 100 times but never really could understand how. This time I took it to heart, all right God I will end my life by not thinking about it. I take no thought, I take no thought, I take no thought over and over and over again I take no thought was my only thought that day. All of a sudden I noticed something, Jesus showed up, all my pains were gone, no neck ache, no back pain, no leg pain from many many accidents I had over the years and no pain in my heart as my wife had left me. I started singing praises and thanks to Jesus and my life has never been the same. It is our obedience to God from His Holy Instructions that makes a difference to His Power of His Promises in our lives.

Be a doer of Jesus friend, it really makes a difference! Thank You Lord Jesus!

Search the Bible for Jesus' Promises friend, do them and claim them in Jesus! Amen! Thank You Lord Jesus!

Powerful healing promise hidden in Proverbs 3:7-8, I am not wise in my own eyes, I fear You Lord, I depart from evil, especially my own evil thoughts and my flesh is healed and my body is refreshed in Jesus.

Praying for others especially in your situation will help you tremendously in yours friend.

Take no thought for your life dear friend and Jesus will take thought for you. Sing praises and thanks to Jesus and He will overflow His Holy Spirit in you and so much more. He will fight for you and give you the desires of your heart.

Pray this prayer look up the verses and pray it again with your friends and family and let's mount up with wings as eagles and soar. Soar with me.

Let Us Pray: God I ask in Jesus' name, bless me to grow closer to You. I long for a more intimate relationship with You. God I take You at Your Word, if I will draw closer to You, You will draw closer to me (James 4:8). Show me how to draw closer to You. Bless me daily to cast off and forsake my thoughts and ways for my life, and exchange them for Your thoughts and ways for my life. Let me think Your thoughts and dream Your dreams for my life. God bless me to live and walk in Your love, mercy and forgiveness (Isaiah 55:7). I confess, I will take no thought for my life. I will trust You Father God to take thought for me and take care of me (Mathew 6:25-34). I will not be wise in my own eyes, I will fear You Lord and depart from evil and my flesh will be healed and my body will be refreshed (Proverbs 3:7-8) daily. Thank You Jesus for Your Promises! Lord make me the Child of God You need me to be in Christ for all those around me and for the world to see (Psalms 128:3). Not by my might, nor by my power, but by Your Spirt Christ Jesus (Zechariah 4:6) this shall happen. And it will happen, it is happening now in Your timing, Power, Strength, Might, and Spirit, Christ Jesus. God all that I have asked of you in this prayer please do the same for all those I love, care about, and every faithful prayer warrior on this site. Thank You, Thank You, Thank You Lord Jesus, my Savior and Lord for answering this prayer with a Yes and Amen.

Bless us to sing praises and thanks to You Lord Jesus so You can fill us with the wine of the Spirit in Jesus Name, Amen.

 

[EnricoLange]

Lord Jesus please intervene on her behalf. Thank you Lord. Amen.

 

[Tovrun]

I pray for your peace. I also pray your faith would never fail and no matter what happens you will lean on Christ and cast all your cares on Him. In Jesus name amen.

 

[mikefreeman]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Eskan]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[The Encourager]

I prayed in Jesus' name that God will hear and grant your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. Amen!

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Let Us Pray: God I ask You in Jesus' name protect all those I love, care about, the writer of this prayer, and myself from Covid-19. Bless each of us with the desires of our hearts that is the will of God for our lives. Bless us to prosper, walk in excellent health, and cause our soul to prosper continually in Your Word. Thank You Jesus. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so.

 

[R L San]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.