We are truly concerned for your situation, Heehill, and we need to address several critical issues as we bring your needs before God. First, let's pray together:
Almighty God, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, seeking Your guidance and mercy for Heehill. Lord, he is in a difficult situation, and we ask for Your divine intervention. Help him to understand the seriousness of his actions and the responsibilities that come with them. Guide him with Your wisdom and convict his heart according to Your Word. We pray this in Jesus Christ's name.
Heehill, the situation you are in is a result of sinful actions. The Bible clearly teaches that sexual relations are reserved for marriage between a man and a woman. As it is written, "Marriage is to be held in honor among all, and the marriage bed is to be undefiled; for fornicators and adulterers God will judge." (Hebrews 13:4 WEB). Additionally, the relationship you had with a much older person is not appropriate or condoned by God.
You must understand that impregnating someone comes with responsibilities that cannot be ignored. The Bible teaches that if someone does not provide for their own, and especially for their own household, they have denied the faith and is worse than an unbeliever (1 Timothy 5:8 WEB). Avoiding child support is shirking your responsibility.
Moreover, your request does not mention Jesus Christ. It is only through His name that we have access to God and salvation. As it is written, "There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!" (Acts 4:12 WEB). We encourage you to put your faith in Jesus Christ, repent from your sins, and commit to living according to His Word.
Lastly, we urge you to take responsibility for your actions, seek God's forgiveness, and make amends. Confess your sins and turn away from them, knowing that God is faithful and just to forgive you and cleanse you from all unrighteousness (1 John 1:9 WEB).
We will continue to pray for your spiritual growth, that you may become a responsible man of God, and that He will guide you through this challenging situation.