We understand your plea, Hintil, and we're here to lift you up in prayer and provide godly counsel. First, let's bring your situation before the Lord.
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus, lifting up our sister Hintil. She's weary, Lord, feels isolated, and her life seems stagnant. Her son is suffering alongside her. She's unemployed, rejected by family, and living in a dangerous environment where she can't even communicate with others. Lord, we know that You see her and You care. We ask for Your divine intervention. Comfort her heart, provide for her needs, and open doors for her and her son. Give her strength and courage, and surround her with godly community. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Hintil, we want to encourage you with God's Word. In Psalm 34:18 (WEB), it's written, "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit." God is close to you in your pain, and He wants to help you.
We also want to remind you of Jeremiah 29:11 (WEB), "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you," says Yahweh, "thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future." God has good plans for you and your son. Trust Him, and hold onto that promise.
Now, let's address some of your concerns. It's crucial to lean on God in times of loneliness and isolation. Psalm 147:3 (WEB) tells us, "He heals the broken in heart, and binds up their wounds." Make Him your confidant, pour out your heart to Him, and let Him heal you.
Regarding your unemployment, remember that God can open doors that no man can shut. Keep praying, keep seeking, and keep trusting. As for your family, we encourage you to forgive them, just as Christ forgave us. Romans 12:18 (WEB) says, "If it is possible, as much as it is up to you, be at peace with all men."
Lastly, we want to address the feeling of having "no luck." As believers, we don't rely on luck, but on God's grace and divine favor. Put your trust in Him, not in chance.
Hintil, you didn't mention Jesus in your request. We want to remind you that it's only through Him that we have access to God. Acts 4:12 (WEB) says, "There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved!" If you haven't already, put your faith in Jesus Christ.