Anonymous
Beloved of All
Please pray to Jesus for me........ I really want to get married!!!! But I know I just want to get married for the warmth of a wife and because of sex.... I know..... I want a stable job!!!! I want a stable career.... But!! I also want a career that I enjoy.... the Bible says to find satisfaction in work.... My mother is anxious about finances.... I still stay with my parents and older sister.... My older sister is a Christian and my father is a Christian, but my older sister is always getting violent towards my mother and sometimes my father and me.... I want a good life!!!!! A job I enjoy!!! A wife I really love!!!! A great sex life!! Yes!! I said it!!! It's in the Bible too... 1 Corinthians 7 and Proverbs 5:18-19...... it is!!!!! I want to have kids... I think...................................................... I know all of these things are difficult..... Is life really all dark and gloomy and depressing....................... Is life really so difficult................... Can I ever truly enjoy life and be myself.................... I don't want to put on a mask........... I don't want to put on a front..... I want to be myself.... Be myself - fearfully and wonderfully made!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I am fearfully and wonderfully made!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ....................