GVetn
Disciple of Prayer
Please pray through a creative mental healing need which goes directly back to a 1982 missionary trip for Jesus to south Lebanon. What started as the most caring act of my life on the largest scale (helping to evangelize and rebuild the lives of 40,000 Lebanese war refugees) turned out to be the most completely self-destructive act anyone could ever imagine. This was late 1982 and early 1983- 90 non-stop days of intense head pain, heat and pressure with strange green and yellow auras. (American doctors later determined there was no brain disease, so this all had to be one of the biggest demonic invasions to ever hit a person in the middle of a strong Islamic country). At the end of it and to this day in 2016, I have zero long-term picture memory and for years could not get coherent sentences together. Before Lebanon, 1982, I was a 130 IQ journalism grad. The 1980s were a lost decade of institutions and even briefly living on the streets. Since the early 1990s, just as it has been mentally, by the grace of God and my own hard work, I have made an amazing comeback to something of a decent life. A 20-year resumed healthcare career ending up working as a fed. government CNA at a VA Hospital where I still work today, a 12-year marriage, writing ability restored to write Facebook, CNN blogs and over a dozen often acknowledged e-mails to President Obama I can't believe I have written (it was actually God working through my restored writing ability). God has even helped me to invent a powerful nutritional formula which can help with infections, inflammatory conditions and even fat-burning. All of this comeback is great, however, I still "live" with severe mental burn-out from the huge collision of demonic powers and drugs for bi-polar I was taking when Lebanon, 1982 hit me like a freight train. Tiny churches, committed to and skilled in deliverance/healing prayer helped to pray me through to a much more functional human level in the 1980s, but creative mental healing needs are still huge and this mountain of a creative healing need really has not budged since 1989, 27 years ago. Socially, life has been hell for 27 years with a very brutal and public mental condition. God is supposed to love us and want to heal and restore our lives, but this has been a 27-year wait! I get into the Word as much as possible daily, but still have problems with comprehending and memory of the Bible or anything else. Please pray this through for the first time in 27 years! Enough is Enough! "Blessed are the merciful, for they shall receive mercy." Enough life and any quality of a life have been missed for really a third of a century and I can't count on local churches for any decent, effective prayer help. One of the least of these, former-missionary, George.V.