Anonymous
Beloved of All
Please Pray to Our Lord God, in the name of Jesus Christ, our saviour, that Dr J.A.H. did not refuse to increase my blood pressure medication In April 2010, and that she had checked my medical records and taken note that I was at great risk of stroke owing to my family history. Please Pray that she had not chosen to deprive me of enough medication to keep me safe, especially when I was suffering from depression, having blood tests for Anaemia and Coeliac Disease and was still deep in grief after the loss of my beloved mother. Please Pray that she had shown more compassion, rather than allowing her arrogance to cause me harm. I am still at great risk of another haemorrhage or stroke because of her callous behaviour as my arteries are most likely damaged from the years of uncontrolled high blood pressure caused directly by her decision upon that day.. Please Pray that she had ensured that I was in full agreement with her decision and that I completely understood what she was risking, and that my thoughts were not blunted due to my depression. Please, above all else, please Pray that our Lord God does allow me to be in that room with her once more in order that I can refuse to accept her decision, and then speak to another Doctor who would have shown more understanding and compassion. I thought Dr J.A.H. was a very good Doctor, but she was not, she was a very arrogant woman who gave no thought to the safety of her patients. She did, upon that day, deliberately refuse to keep me safe from harm, and instead did seek glory for herself. Please Pray that she had been more sensible and compassionate, and that she had, instead of refusing to put my medication at a safe level, instead explained to me the correlation between excess weight and high blood pressure. Please Pray that she did explain to me the reason why my losing excess weight was of such importance. Please Pray that she had spoken to Doctor A.T. or Doctor G. F. before refusing to increase my medication as I feel sure that either of those two Doctors would have advised her that she was condemning me to certain harm and prevented her from making a mistake which is very likely going to cost me my life. Also, Please Pray that the CT scan of my brain haemorrhage is incorrect and that my specialist Dr B.M.was correct in the spoken diagnosis which he gave to me. Please Pray that I had achieved my weight loss when my beloved mother requested it of me, and that my husband had been supportive of me, instead of making me feel ugly and stupid. Please Pray that when my husband did laugh at me and make me feel ugly and stupid that I had used his comments as a reason to work even harder to achieve my goal. I know it is not in accordance with Our Lord God's wishes, but that is just one of many reasons why my husband now wishes to take my sickness, fear, damage and future risks into his own brain and body, and why I ask Our Lord to allow and assist him to do so.