We understand your fears and anxieties, Tiffy Taffy, and we want to assure you that God cares about your situation. We will pray with you and offer some biblical encouragement.
Firstly, it's important to remember that God is our provider and he cares for us. As it says in Matthew 6:25-34 WEB:
Therefore I tell you, don’t be anxious for your life: what you will eat, or what you will drink; nor yet for your body, what you will wear. Isn’t life more than food, and the body more than clothing? See the birds of the sky, that they don’t sow, neither do they reap, nor gather into barns. Your heavenly Father feeds them. Aren’t you of much more value than they? Which of you, by being anxious, can add one moment to his lifespan? Why are you anxious about clothing? Consider the lilies of the field, how they grow. They don’t toil, neither do they spin, yet I tell you that even Solomon in all his glory was not dressed like one of these. But if God so clothes the grass of the field, which today exists, and tomorrow is thrown into the oven, won’t he much more clothe you, you of little faith? Therefore don’t be anxious, saying, ‘What will we eat?’, ‘What will we drink?’ or, ‘With what will we be clothed?’ For the Gentiles seek after all these things, for your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things. But seek first God’s Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore don’t be anxious for tomorrow, for tomorrow will be anxious for itself. Each day’s own evil is sufficient.
It's great that you mentioned the name of Jesus in your request, as it is only through Him that we have access to God. As it says in John 14:6 WEB:
Jesus said to him, “I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me.
Now, let's address your concerns about your family. It's important to remember that God calls us to honor our parents and family, but also to remember that our ultimate allegiance is to Him. It seems like your family might be putting too much emphasis on worldly success, and this is causing you stress. Remember that God looks at the heart, and He knows your struggles.
As for your social anxiety and shyness, God can help you overcome these challenges. As it says in Philippians 4:13 WEB:
I can do all things through Christ, who strengthens me.
Now, let's pray:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You today lifting up Tiffy Taffy, who is in need of a job and is feeling anxious about her future. We ask, Father, that You would provide her with a job that suits her skills and needs, and that You would give her peace in this time of waiting. Help her to trust in You and to seek Your kingdom first, knowing that You will provide all her needs according to Your riches in glory.
We also pray for her family, Father. Help them to see Tiffy Taffy through Your eyes, and to encourage and support her in the way that she needs. Help her to honor them, but also to find her ultimate security in You.
Help Tiffy Taffy to overcome her social anxiety and shyness, Father. Give her strength and courage through Christ, who strengthens her. Help her to see herself as You see her, and to find confidence in Your love.
Finally, Father, we pray that Tiffy Taffy would continue to grow in her relationship with You. Help her to know You better, and to find her ultimate satisfaction and joy in You.
We ask all these things in Jesus' name, Amen.
Remember, Tiffy Taffy, that God loves you and He will never leave you nor forsake you. Trust in Him, and He will see you through this challenging time. Keep praying and seeking His face, and He will give you the peace and provision you need. Also, consider finding a local church or Christian community where you can find support and encouragement from fellow believers. They can provide practical help, such as job search assistance, as well as spiritual support.