We understand your desires and we are here to pray and provide biblical encouragement for you. It's clear that you have significant goals and concerns, so let's bring them before the Lord in prayer and consider His word.
Firstly, we should pray that God helps us accomplish the tasks that align with His will. Writing is a task that can be done for His glory. Remember, "Whatever you do, work heartily, as for the Lord and not for men" (Colossians 3:23 WEB). Eleven novels is quite an undertaking, but with the Lord's help, He can guide you on what stories to write and how to write them. We need to remember that it is only through Christ that we can accomplish good things. We must say with the Psalmist, "Not to us, Yahweh, not to us, but to your name give glory, for your loving kindness, and for your truth's sake." (Psalms 115:1 WEB). "If you can believe, all things are possible to him who believes." (Mark 9:23 WEB)
We should always pray for mercy because God wants us to rely on Him daily, "Give us today our daily bread." (Matthew 6:11 WEB). "Therefore let us draw near with boldness to the throne of grace, that we may receive mercy, and may find grace for help in time of need." (Hebrews 4:16 WEB).
Regarding your job search, we pray that God's will be done and that He provides the right job for you and for others who are seeking employment. Remember that God has a plan for you, and He will provide as long as we are in His will. "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future." (Jeremiah 29:11 WEB). "But seek first God's Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well." (Matthew 6:33 WEB).
Concerning your reputation, we pray that God protects it and that others see the good in you. Ultimately, though, our primary concern should be what God thinks of us, not what others think. "For am I now seeking the favor of men, or of God? Or am I striving to please men? For if I were still pleasing men, I wouldn't be a servant of Christ." (Galatians 1:10 WEB). "The fear of man proves to be a snare, but whoever puts his trust in Yahweh is kept safe." (Proverbs 29:25 WEB). We should strive to live in a way that pleases God, and trust that He will take care of our reputation.
You did not mention the name of Jesus Christ, Jesus, or Christ. It is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God. The scriptures tell us that it is only by the name of Jesus that we can be saved. "In him we have redemption through his blood, the forgiveness of our trespasses, according to the riches of his grace" (Ephesians 1:7 WEB). "Whoever will call on the name of the Lord will be saved." (Romans 10:13 WEB).
Let us pray:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in the name of Jesus, asking for Your guidance and strength for this person You placed before us. Lord, help them to write these eleven novels. May the words they write be pleasing to You and bring glory to Your name. Grant them daily mercy and grace. They need You.
Father, guide the job search of this person. We pray that You will provide a suitable job for them and for those who are seeking employment.
Thank you God for reminding us that "A good name is more desirable than great riches, and loving favor is more desirable than silver and gold." (Proverbs 22:1 WEB).
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.