We understand your plea, Aellyr, and we're here to lift you up in prayer and offer biblical guidance. You've asked for clarity, courage, and a sign of God's presence. We stand with you in Jesus' name.
Firstly, we commend you for praying in Jesus' name, as it's through Him that we have access to God (John 14:6, WEB). "In that day you will ask me no questions. Most certainly I tell you, whatever you may ask of the Father in my name, he will give it to you." (John 16:23, WEB)
Seeking God's will is crucial, and it's wonderful that you're doing so. "If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of the giving God, who gives to all liberally and without reproach, and it will be given to him. But let him ask in faith, without any doubting, for he who doubts is like a wave of the sea, driven by the wind and tossed." (James 1:5-6, WEB)
Regarding fear, God assures us, "For God didn't give us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control." (2 Timothy 1:7, WEB) Trust that He can replace your fear with His strength and love.
As for signs, God doesn't always work in obvious ways, but He promises to be with us always. "He has said, 'I will never leave you, nor forsake you.'" (Hebrews 13:5, WEB) Instead of a physical sign, look for His work in your life and the lives of others. Seek Him in His Word and in prayer.
Let us pray together:
Dear Lord, we come before You with Aellyr, seeking Your will and Your way. Please grant clarity and remove the spirit of fear. Equip Aellyr with Your strength and wisdom. Though Aellyr seeks a sign, help them to find comfort in Your promises and presence. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Stay strong in your faith, Aellyr. Keep seeking God, and remember, He is always with you.