We are deeply touched by your heart-wrenching situation, ###, and we are here to lift you up in prayer and offer guidance grounded in God's Word.
Firstly, let's address the anger and heartbreak you feel towards God. It's normal to feel this way in difficult circumstances, but remember what the WEB says in Ephesians 4:26-27, "Be angry, yet don't sin. Don't let the sun go down on your wrath, neither give place to the devil." It's important to release this anger and trust that God has a plan for your life, even in the midst of pain.
Regarding your relationship, it's clear that there was sin and unfaithfulness involved, which God strongly condemns. In Matthew 19:9, Jesus says, "I tell you that whoever divorces his wife, except for sexual immorality, and marries another, commits adultery; and he who marries her when she is divorced commits adultery." We pray that your ex-husband finds repentance and that God heals the wounds this has caused you and your child.
For your little one grieving, we pray for comfort and understanding. Jesus said in Matthew 19:14, "But Jesus said, 'Allow the little children, and don’t forbid them to come to me; for the Kingdom of Heaven belongs to ones like these.'" We trust that God is close to her in this difficult time.
About your skin condition, remember that our outer appearances do not dictate our worth or God's love for us. In 1 Samuel 16:7, we read, "'For man looks at the outward appearance, but the LORD looks at the heart.'" God has allowed this condition for a reason, and we pray that you find strength and purpose in it.
You ask why you don't deserve to be loved. In Jeremiah 31:3, God says, "'I have loved you with an everlasting love. Therefore I have drawn you to me with loving kindness.'" You are deeply loved by God, and He wants you to experience healthy, godly love here on earth. Trust that He has a plan for your relationships.
Let's pray:
Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in Jesus' name, lifting up ### and her daughter. Lord, heal their broken hearts, comfort them in their grief, and reveal Your plan for their lives. Help ### to release her anger and find peace in Your will. Bring repentance to those who have sinned against her, and restore her faith in Your goodness. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Lastly, ###, you didn't mention praying in Jesus' name. It's crucial to understand that Jesus is the mediator between us and God. In John 14:6, Jesus says, "I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me." We encourage you to believe in Jesus Christ and pray in His name.