Rasulue
Disciple of Prayer
So i have been asking prayers for my 3 yr old child bereaving who had been grieving her dead father and on the other hand I'm heartbroken and too angry at God because when I look back and see that there were n number of times God could have made my relationship with my husband stronger enough for him to love me even after the small fights we were having instead of not wanting me all together and then getting married to me under his parental pressure and then cheat me over with his ex (her own cousin,it's his father's sisters daughter )whom he had wanted to get married to.
Im hearing things that he married the other woman literally 4 months post marrying me.....because of some mistakes that were happening from my side.
I'm struggling to find my ground already and then my child she's been asking and missing her daddy and I just don't know what to do because it's hard for me to explain to her and yet be sad myself seeing other couples.
Why according to God i deserved to have a rare skin disease epidermolysis bullosa acquisita and making me look like a burnt girl,give so many hurdles in my relationships(I've been dumped very hard a few times) and now this.
If I was the beast why couldn't I have deserved a beauty wo could have tamed me.Am i over reacting ?literally when the other girl is having a girl child and is now running her 9 months of pregnancy.
Why don't I deserve to be loved
Im hearing things that he married the other woman literally 4 months post marrying me.....because of some mistakes that were happening from my side.
I'm struggling to find my ground already and then my child she's been asking and missing her daddy and I just don't know what to do because it's hard for me to explain to her and yet be sad myself seeing other couples.
Why according to God i deserved to have a rare skin disease epidermolysis bullosa acquisita and making me look like a burnt girl,give so many hurdles in my relationships(I've been dumped very hard a few times) and now this.
If I was the beast why couldn't I have deserved a beauty wo could have tamed me.Am i over reacting ?literally when the other girl is having a girl child and is now running her 9 months of pregnancy.
Why don't I deserve to be loved