Anonymous
Beloved of All
Most of my life has been horrible for almost ### years. I have been alone and lonely all my life. People thought I was friends with are not my friends. I have family estrangement with almost everyone. I try hard to get along with my family; they don't get along with me. They act like I am a bad person because they think I am lazy. Everything goes good then it goes bad; someone I love is out of my life, and it goes bad permanently. I am alone and lonely all of my life, with no friends or a spouse because I am shy. I have been excluded even by family. When I was living with my brother, he treated me horribly and excluded me. He used to fight with his least favorite son every day, talk bad about him and me. He favored his young child over me, and my family played favoritism, and I was nobody's favorite. ### was the worst year of my life. My brother excluded me, talked bad about me, and made me cry, blaming me for my mother's passing. I have been going through something traumatic. When I lived with my other brother, there were arguments with my brother's wife, and my brother's daughter favored the youngest kid over her. With them fighting, I have flashbacks of fighting with my mom; my mom and I used to fight all day, every day. My sister-in-law got irritated with me because I can't find a job, so she had me live with a roommate who uses me for money. My money from social security is gone. And my brother is lecturing me because I can't find a job either. I get rejected or ghosted, and I call places, and they say they are not hiring. Job coaches are no help, and the job coach I had in the past is no help. I had a cat that went missing, and I never found her again. I can't get another cat until I find my own place. My family always excluded me, and I am alone and lonely. I have no support system, and I have thought about ending my life and committing suicide. I am mentally tired, and nobody cares. I am stressed out all day, every day, and I can't sleep at night. I have been mistreated by everyone, even my roommate, who tried to kick me out for not cleaning up the house when I do. Please pray that God and Jesus take away my pain and pray that God bless us all of what we need in Jesus' name. Amen 



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