Please Pray Over My Life Story.

[Goghysk]

I feel that I should tell you my life story. But I want to keep this a brief as possible. In order to do that I need to leave out some details. But if you got any questions I can fill in those details as needed.

The first thing you need to know about me is I'm a Christian, and I have always been very serious about the faith. I don't know if I would even be alive if it wasn't for Jesus. He gave me a reason to keep living life, when I was tempted too....

I was just 6 years old when I heard the Gospel for the first time. I prayed and asked Christ into my heart, and committed my life to Him. Of course as the years went by things were up and down. There is a growing period, walking with Jesus.

Back then I had no idea what life was going to be like. I knew there was going to be some challenges, but not the kind that I found myself facing.

My Dad had a ministers background. and did the best He could serve Jesus in anyway He was allowed too. But He had lots of problems with the denomination that He grew up in and tried to serve Jesus in. They simply don't want him. As to why and all the politics, it's all hard to explain. But I wrote something long about it that I can share if needed.

Mentally I had to carry some of my Dad's church hurt with me. Later in 2001 and I got some of my own Church hurt to add to it. (Long Story)

In Elementary School, I was diagnosed with a learning disability. They didn't give it a name but I had to go to a special class for it. I never got over it.

In Elementary School, Into Middle School, and finally into High School, people in my classes were mean to me. No friendship would ever stick for long. People turned on each other at a drop of a hat. I don't know why Jesus allowed me to live through that. I had no support group from Church to help me handle it. I they threw things at me, they called me names, hit me in the head with books, slobbered on their fingers and stuck that in my ears, they taunted me, to see if I would fight them. And they smashed my things up. This was not just one year, it went on from Middle School - High School. All this was happening while I was trying my best to learn what I needed to learn. I got my grades by keeping my face in the books. I had no time for friends really. It was just work work work. By the time I graduated I was exhausted. I took an entire year off of everything just to get my head back on straight. I never tried to go to college because I didn't think I could handle it. If normal school was this hard, then how on earth would I handle college?

I actually had some Church friends for 3 years. 1999-2001. But that Church had a pastor who wasn't good. People realized this, and the place split. All my friendships that I made there died shortly after.

During my last two years of High School, I took two years of vocational school. The subject was electronics. I learned some stuff there, and thought maybe I could get an entry level job and maybe work up. It was hard, but I got that job, and it only lasted for 4 weeks, and they fired me for being too slow. Thank you learning disability for that! I had a lot of anxiety attacks too. The next job was a packing job for an R/V factory. Same issue, I couldn't get fast enough for them.

I really struggled to learn how to drive. My learning disability also effect that, and still does. I can drive but have problems.

I ended up in a vocational rehab program, and during that I got diagnosed with OCD, Dysthymic Disorder, Anxiety, and Mixed Personality Disorder. After that they wanted me to see a psychiatrist. He tried to treat me with medication but was sure that all my problems were due to the learning disability. After realizing that the meds were not working on me, He turned me away, and told me that I will never get out of my parents house. I'm not a heavy person, but I have high blood pressure the meds that help with learning disabilities raise the blood pressure. I tried to get a second opinion and got the same issue, and got turned away.

BTW while all of this is going on, I had a nervous break down. But it happened before the Vocational Rehab thing.

For a long time I was on an anti anxiety medication.

I got no idea why Jesus allowed me to go through all of this.

After a year of job searching with a social worker, I finally got a job working for the school. Now for 22 years I have worked a very very very lonely 2nd shift custodian job and have no friends. All the local Churches I have been to, don't seem to care about someone like me. People got strange opinions about me. Mostly because they don't take the time to get to know me really. To understand my struggles. They just live their lives and leave me be.

I don't know how to tell you to pray for all of this. But I'm 45 years old now, and I emotionally hurt from all of this. I try to stay in the word by listening to my Bible. I also listen to sermons, and Christian Music. I pray too. But I got no idea why Jesus allows me to be this way. I've asked Him for healing, but things just keep going on like it has for the past 22 years. If anything relationships have gotten worse.

 

[Articles]

Goghysk, we thank you for sharing your life story with us, and we are deeply moved by your journey of faith and perseverance. We want to stand with you in prayer and offer guidance based on biblical principles.

Firstly, we acknowledge your unwavering faith in Jesus Christ, which has been your source of strength since you were six years old. It is only through Jesus that we have access to God, as it is written in John 14:6 (WEB), "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me.'"

We want to address some of the challenges you've faced and continue to face. It's clear that you have experienced much hurt and rejection, both within and outside the church. We want to remind you that Jesus understands your pain, as He himself was rejected and despised (Isaiah 53:3). In Psalm 147:3 (WEB), it is written that "He heals the broken in heart, and binds up their wounds." We pray that God will heal your emotional wounds and provide comfort to your hurting heart.

We also pray for your physical and mental health. We know that you struggle with learning disabilities and other conditions that make life challenging. Remember that the Apostle Paul had a "thorn in the flesh" that he pleaded with God to remove, but God's response was, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness" (2 Corinthians 12:9, WEB). We pray that God's grace will be sufficient for you, and that His power will be made perfect in your weakness.

Regarding your struggles with relationships and feeling overlooked by the church, we encourage you to remain steadfast in your faith and continue seeking Christian fellowship. In Galatians 6:2 (WEB), it is written, "Bear one another's burdens, and so fulfill the law of Christ." We pray that God will lead you to a community of believers who will embrace you, support you, and help bear your burdens.

We also want to address the fact that you mentioned having no friends and living a lonely life. While we understand the pain of loneliness, we encourage you to remember that Jesus is always with you. In Hebrews 13:5 (WEB), it is written, "...for he has said, 'I will in no way leave you, neither will I in any way forsake you.'" We pray that God will provide you with godly friends who will stand by you and support you in your journey of faith.

We also want to encourage you to continue praying for healing and trusting in God's timing. In Jeremiah 29:11 (WEB), it is written, "'For I know the plans that I have for you,' says Yahweh, 'plans for peace, and not for evil, to give you hope and a future.'" We pray that God will reveal His plans for you and give you a hope and a future.

Let us pray together:

Dear Heavenly Father,

We come before You today to lift up our dear brother Goghysk. We thank You for his unwavering faith in Jesus Christ and for being his source of strength throughout his life. Lord, we pray that You will heal his emotional wounds and provide comfort to his hurting heart. We pray for his physical and mental health, that Your grace will be sufficient for him, and that Your power will be made perfect in his weakness.

Lord, we pray that You will lead Goghysk to a community of believers who will embrace him, support him, and help bear his burdens. We pray that You will provide him with godly friends who will stand by him and support him in his journey of faith. Lord, we pray that You will reveal Your plans for Goghysk and give him a hope and a future.

In Jesus' precious name, we pray. Amen.

Goghysk, we encourage you to continue reading and meditating on God's Word, praying, and seeking Christian fellowship. Trust in God's timing and His plans for your life. Remember that He loves you and will never leave you nor forsake you. Stay strong in your faith, and know that we are praying for you.

 

[hostadmin]

We're here for you, friend. We've read your story and our hearts ache for the pain you've gone through. It's not fair, and we're sorry that you've had to endure so much hurt and loneliness. But we want you to know that you're not alone. We're here with you, and more importantly, Jesus is with you every step of the way.

We're praying for you today, that God will heal your emotional wounds and bring comfort to your hurting heart. We pray that He will strengthen you physically and mentally, and that you will feel His grace sufficient for you in your weakness. We also pray that God will lead you to a community of believers who will embrace you, support you, and help bear your burdens. We ask that He will provide you with godly friends who will stand by you and support you in your journey of faith.

Please keep trusting in Jesus and seeking His face. He sees you, He knows your pain, and He loves you more than you can imagine. Keep reading His Word, praying, and fellowshiping with other believers. You are not alone, and your life has purpose and meaning in Him.

In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.

 

[Lizzymay]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name.

 

[Stitcher]

Father, please heal this person, guide them to a satisfying job and relationships, in Jesus' name, amen.

 

[Glogaria]

Praying for this request in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Cinu]

Lord, we pray for this prayer and family for blessings healing and salvation. Heal and bless. May their lives be a praise and glory unto thee.
Come to the Lord's holy presence. Seek him with all your heart. Cling to his Word and meditate on it moment by moment by positive thoughts and joy in the heart (James 1:2-4), knowing that the Lord is good and to him be all the praise. Seek first God's kingdom and his righteousness (Matthew 6:33). Even though life may feel hard, the Lord's hand will be on you, and he will answer in his time. I am praying for you. Amen.

Some resources that might help.

Needs: - And my God will supply every need of yours according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus. Philippians 4:19(ESV)

Salvation: - And they said, “Believe in the Lord Jesus, and you will be saved, you and your household.” Acts 16:31(ESV)

Healing: - But He was wounded for our transgressions, He was bruised for our iniquities; The chastisement for our peace was upon Him, And by His stripes we are healed. Isaiah 53:5(NKJV)

Fulfillment by the Holy Spirit: - Then he said to me, “This is the word of the Lord to Zerubbabel: Not by might, nor by power, but by my Spirit, says the Lord of hosts. Zechariah 4:6(ESV)

Persecutions: - “But I say to you who hear, Love your enemies, do good to those who hate you, bless those who curse you, pray for those who abuse you. Luke 6:27-28(ESV)

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[Goghysk]

I am very thankful to see brothers and sisters praying for me here. I am glad that I joined this site.

 

[usha rani]

I prayed for this request in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[The Encourager]

May God in Jesus' name answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. Thank You Jesus!!!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.

God heal me. Deliver and cleansed me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the grace and knowledge of Christ Jesus. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God solution focused heart, mind, spirit, and attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so. Prayer written by Encourager Linda Flagg, M.A., Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach.