Please pray I hold my tongue. I am very insecure about certain things and I become very defensive and angry when these things come up. I say things I do not mean, but it is wrong to do so know matter how I feel. We are both working very hard on our relationship, but we also bring our own challenges. My biggest one is my insecurity about always feeling less important then others in his life. Regardless of if it's true or not, I need to work on my anger. Thank you and the Lord will lead me.