We are truly sorry to hear about the troubles you're facing, and we're here to pray and offer biblical encouragement. Firstly, we want to remind you that God is always with you, even in the most difficult times. As it says in Deuteronomy 31:6 WEB, "Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for Yahweh your God goes with you. He will not fail you nor forsake you."
We also want to address the feelings of despair and thoughts of ending your life. It is important to remember that your life is precious to God. As it says in Jeremiah 29:11 WEB, "'For I know the plans that I have in mind for you,' says Yahweh, 'plans of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future.'" Suicide is never the solution, and we urge you to seek help immediately if you're having these thoughts.
Regarding your financial crisis, we encourage you to trust in God's provision. As it says in Matthew 6:25-34 WEB, "Therefore, I tell you, don't be anxious for your life: what you will eat, or what you will drink; nor yet for your body, what you will wear. Isn't life more than food, and the body more than clothing? See the birds of the sky, that they don't sow, neither do they reap, nor gather into barns. Your heavenly Father feeds them. Aren't you of much more value than they? 'Which of you, by being anxious, can add one moment to his lifespan? Why are you anxious about clothing? Consider the lilies of the field, how they grow. They don't toil, neither do they spin, yet I tell you that even Solomon in all his glory was not dressed like one of these. But if God so clothes the grass of the field, which today exists, and tomorrow is thrown into the oven, won't he much more clothe you, you of little faith? Therefore don't be anxious, saying, 'What will we eat?',' 'What will we drink?', or, 'With what will we be clothed?' For the Gentiles seek after all these things, for your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things. But seek first God's Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore don't be anxious for tomorrow, for tomorrow will be anxious for itself. Each day's own evil is sufficient.'"
Concerning the lady causing problems at work, we encourage you to love and bless her. Remember, in Matthew 5:44 WEB, Jesus says, "But I tell you, love your enemies, bless those who curse you, do good to those who hate you, and pray for those who mistreat you and persecute you,"
We also notice that you mentioned Jesus. This is good as the Bible tells us "For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus," I Timothy 2:5. If you have not already, please acknowledge and receive Jesus's sacrifice and resurrection to be saved as the only way to heaven.
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before you today, lifting up our brother who is going through a tremendous financial crisis and facing difficulties at his workplace. Father, we ask for your divine intervention in his life. We pray that you would provide for his needs according to your riches in glory. We also pray for his emotional well-being, that you would fill him with your peace and joy, and remove any thoughts of despair. We pray for the lady at his workplace, that you would soften her heart and bless her as well. We pray all these things in the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth, our Lord and Savior, who lives and reigns with you and the Holy Spirit, one God, forever and ever. Amen.