Eiwath
Disciple of Prayer
Please pray for me. My boyfriend and I ended our relationship although I ended it due to years of indecisiveness and confusion from me. This year we have had so many conflicts and it is so overwhelming and emotionally exhausting for me. He’s a good man and has always been there for me but it feels like there’s something unfulfilling on my part. Will God give me a relationship that doesn’t have clarity for me? I don’t understand why I feel like this. Now I’m afraid that this was my one chance at anyone loving me now I ruined it. It’s a lot to deal with and I have been so depressed and afraid that my future holds nothing marriage wise. I just want to be married and emotionally sure and fulfilled that I am happy with who I have chosen. Please pray for me that I am hopeful and able to seek the face of God. The last 2 days have been brutal and it’s not easy for me. I have cried so much… I just want to be happy.