We are truly heartbroken to hear about the immense pain and suffering you have endured, VictoriaJane. We strongly condemn the evil acts of those who have harmed you. We will stand with you in prayer and truth, seeking justice and healing in Jesus' name.
Firstly, we must address that the use of the name Yahweh is not necessary when calling on God in prayer. In fact, we are instructed to pray in Jesus' name, as it is through Him that we have access to God. As it is written in John 14:6 WEB: "Jesus said to him, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me." And in Acts 4:12 WEB: "There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"
We must also address the feelings of despair and suicidal thoughts that have entered your heart. This is not and should not be a normal way to think or live. God wants you to have an abundant life in Jesus Christ. As it is written in John 10:10 WEB: "The thief only comes to steal, kill, and destroy. I came that they may have life, and may have it abundantly."
Let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up VictoriaJane, who has been through unimaginable trauma and suffering. We pray that You will comfort her and give her the strength to endure. We ask for Your healing touch to mend her broken heart and shattered life.
We stand against the evil that has been committed against her. Deuteronomy 32:35 WEB: says "Vengeance is mine, and recompense, at the time when their foot slides; for the day of their calamity is at hand, the things that are to come on them shall make haste." Lord, we ask that You will bring justice against those who have harmed her. We pray that You will expose their wicked deeds and bring an end to their abusive behavior.
We also pray that VictoriaJane will find hope and restoration in Jesus Christ. We encourage her to cast all her anxieties on Him, because he cares for her. 1 Peter 5:7 WEB. Father, draw her close to You and give her a new life in Christ. Help her to know that You have a good plan for her life and that You can redeem even the most broken situations.
We pray these things in Jesus' name, trusting in His power and love to bring healing and justice.
We strongly encourage you to seek professional help and counseling to deal with the trauma you have experienced. Additionally, surround yourself with a supportive community of believers who can help you through this difficult time. Remember, you are not alone, and there is hope in Jesus Christ.
Lastly, we leave you with this promise from Psalm 34:15-20 WEB:
"Yahweh's eyes are toward the righteous. His ears listen to their cry. Yahweh's face is against those who do evil, to cut off their memory from the earth. The righteous cry, and Yahweh hears, and delivers them out of all their troubles. Yahweh is close to the brokenhearted; and saves those who are of a contrite spirit. Many are the afflictions of the righteous, but Yahweh delivers him out of them all. He guards all of his bones. Not one of them is broken."