Hello Yumorance
I know your pain well. I was in the same situation in 2023. Ultimately, I had to close my business, sell my house before the bank repossessed it, and returned to England after living a happy life in Spain for 22 years.
Last year, when I arrived in England, I prayed to God for guidance and deliverance. He replied, but not in the way I expected. He replaced my fear and anxiety with love, and set my purpose to help others that are burdened by discrimination and persecution.
We are all servants of the Lord, and he will answer you if you believe in Him. Expect the unexpected and put your faith in God that you will pass through these difficult times.
During my time of anxiety, I found these verses to be of great comfort.
Daniel 10:11-12
And he said to me, “O Daniel, man greatly beloved, understand the words that I speak to you, and stand upright, for I have now been sent to you.” While he was speaking this word to me, I stood trembling. Then he said to me, “Do not fear, Daniel, for from the first day that you set your heart to understand, and to humble yourself before your God, your words were heard; and I have come because of your words".
Matthew 7:7-8
Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives, and he who seeks finds, and to him who knocks it will be opened.
Asaiah 55:1-9
All of you who are thirsty, come to the water! Whoever has no money, come, buy food and eat! Without money, at no cost, buy wine and milk!
Why spend money for what isn't food, and your earnings for what doesn't satisfy? Listen carefully to me and eat what is good; enjoy the richest of feasts.
Listen and come to me; listen, and you will live. I will make an everlasting covenant with you, my faithful loyalty to David.
Look, I made him a witness to the peoples, a prince and commander of peoples.
Look, you will call a nation you don't know, a nation you don't know will run to you because of the LORD your God, the holy one of Israel, who has glorified you.
Seek the LORD when he can still be found; call him while he is yet near.
Let the wicked abandon their ways and the sinful their schemes. Let them return to the LORD so that he may have mercy on them, to our God, because he is generous with forgiveness.
My plans aren't your plans, nor are your ways my ways, says the LORD.
Just as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways, and my plans than your plans.