We understand your struggle with unbelief and we are here to support you in prayer and guidance. It's important to know that doubts and questions are not uncommon, even among believers. Jesus himself encouraged us, "Ask, and it will be given you. Seek, and you will find. Knock, and it will be opened for you. For everyone who asks receives. He who seeks finds. To him who knocks it will be opened" (Matthew 7:7-8 WEB).
Let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father, we come before you in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up this dear soul who is wrestling with unbelief. Lord, we ask that you strengthen their faith and help them to trust in your goodness and your plan for their life. Guide them in their decisions and reveal yourself to them in a powerful and personal way. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
We encourage you to spent time in God's Word, the Bible. Faith comes from hearing, and hearing by the word of God (Romans 10:17 WEB). As you read and meditate on God's promises, your faith will grow. Also, consider fellowshipping with other believers who can encourage and support you in your journey of faith.
Remember, God is not far from each one of us (Acts 17:27 WEB). He is close and He cares for you. Keep seeking Him with all your heart, and you will find Him (Jeremiah 29:13 WEB).
Lastly, we commend you for ending your request in Jesus' name. It is through Jesus alone that we have access to God, for there is no other name under heaven given among men by which we must be saved (Acts 4:12 WEB). Keep holding on to Him, and He will not let you go.