We understand your plea, Ian, and we are here to support you in prayer and guidance. Firstly, we want to commend you for seeking God's will in your life. It is important to note that our access to God is only possible through Jesus Christ, as the Bible tells us, "For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus" (1 Timothy 2:5, WEB).
In addressing your spiritual situation, we encourage you to trust in the power of Jesus' name. The Bible assures us that "at the name of Jesus every knee should bow, in heaven and on earth and under the earth, and every tongue confess that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father" (Philippians 2:10-11, WEB).
Regarding your mention of demons, we want to assure you that if you have accepted Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior, you have the authority to resist the devil, and he will flee from you (James 4:7, WEB). Remember, "he who is in you is greater than he who is in the world" (1 John 4:4, WEB).
Let us pray for you:
"Father in heaven, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus Christ. We lift up Ian to You, Lord, and we ask that You strengthen his faith and resolve his spiritual situation according to Your will. Guide him in the path of righteousness, and equip him with the full armor of God to stand against the schemes of the devil. We ask for Your divine protection and guidance. Help him to walk in Your light and truth, and to be a testimony of Your love and power. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
We encourage you to spend time in the Word of God, pray continually, and seek fellowship with other believers. If you have not already, consider connecting with a Bible-believing church in your area for support and growth.