Anonymous
Beloved of All
Asking for prayers for my son to find happiness and love in his heart. Asking for prayers to heal generational trauma passed down for lifetimes and placed onto our family tree. Pray for me to have strength to survive the pain from the hurt that I can't heal and to receive closer for the pain passed down through abusive priests of the Episcopal diocese of Tennessee and Kentucky. My birth father was a Reverend and my 1/2 brothers birth father was was a Very Reverend that counseled young women. He went to seminary school with my father, he was at my parents wedding. It destroyed my family when we found out much later in life, a secret my mom held close, well into her 80s. It's caused more pain than our family has been able to handle, it's caused destruction within our hearts and destroyed our faith long before we even knew the truth of our oldest brother. I turned 60 on 9/11 completely alone with no family around because they're all too hurt and angry at each other and no friends because they couldn't handle the drama that is my life. The very Reverend that did that to my mom had children too and his daughter took her own life. I am a suicide survivor she was not. The two priests died many years ago, there is no closure. Just more generations of people that don't even know who they are. I'm questioning why this was God's plan, I don't understand. Where was God when my half brother didn't know who he was and was so angry he was beating the crap of every woman he knew, including me. My niece in her 40s now didn't have a life because my brother beat his wife while she was pregnant and my niece is brain damaged because of it and I recently found out the truth of that as well. Please pray for healing and closure and strength. I feel it's generational demons that have been on our family for lifetimes. I feel I'm the only one that can see that now and everybody else just shows hate their hearts and projects it back on me. Please pray after I'm gone that they'll be someone in our family to fight these demons for the rest of the generations. Please pray for my son that he sees that I love him and need him in my life. Please pray that he can release anger as well as my family can release their anger too. Please pray for me but mostly my son Michael and my nieces who recently found out who they truly are biologically. Anne