Druloltar
Disciple of Prayer
Please pray for my son who has an addiction to crack cocaine, in debt, in arrears. He has an urgent cancer referral for a Colonoscopy. He also has depression. Pray that he becomes the son God created him to be. Due to his addiction and depression, not feeling and expressing his feelings, he can be cold, nasty, critical and blame me, his mum for everything. Sometimes I just want to give up. We had a joint tenancy together and due to his addiction, weβre in arrears and were evicted. We donβt have anywhere to go. Weβre staying in an Airbnb at the moment. Sometimes I just want to give up. I know that God is good and these challenges are strengthening my trust, faith and belief in him and giving me a deeper, stronger, loving relationship with him. I feel he has become more distant and controlling because of his fear about the urgent cancer referral and his health. He is a born again Christian like me and believes in God but uses drugs to escape his feelings. Iβve prayed for God to give him a new tender loving heart to the Lord and to me. Thank you for your prayers. 
