Malmech
Disciple of Prayer
Dear Heavenly Father, I am so sad at my current situation. My house burned down and when I didn’t have anywhere to go or anyone, you sent me my girlfriend Aaliyah. I let drinking get me out of character and showed her some things I wish I never did. You allowed her to bless me with a place to stay and everything I needed until I drank and made a mistake. I’ve been sleeping outide, sleeping on dog blankets on a concrete floor in a garage to the house that was burned down. Inhaling smoke and other toxins just because I didn’t have any other choice. You blessed me with a new job coming up and it made me happy but the fact that my “girlfriend” is ignoring me still is bringing me tremendous sorrow and heart ache. Please allow her to see that I’m hurting and I need love and support right now. I’m sorry for what I did, but I feel as though if she loved me she would give me another chance. She says she wants to be my girlfriend still but only talks to me once a day. Please let her break up with me if she is not for me. I can’t imagine meeting and trusting another woman and allowing this hurt to consume me again. There’s times I want to die because I feel all alone. Please help me. In the name of Jesus Christ I pray. Amen