We understand your desire for a strong and enduring relationship, Mercural. However, let's first ensure that this relationship is built on biblical principles and aligned with God's will. In the Bible, we are encouraged to "not be unequally yoked" (2 Corinthians 6:14, WEB). This means that as Christians, we should seek relationships with fellow believers who share our faith and values.
You mentioned that you've been in love with Jason for years, but you didn't mention if he shares your faith in Jesus Christ. It's crucial to remember that a relationship built on shared faith is not only beneficial but also God's design for us. As it is written, "Unless the LORD builds the house, they labor in vain who build it" (Psalm 127:1, WEB).
Let's pray for your relationship, asking God to guide both of you towards His will:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You today to lift up Mercural and Jason. Lord, we ask that You bless their relationship and draw them closer to You and to each other. If it is Your will, Lord, strengthen their love and help them to grow together in faith and unity. But above all, Father, we pray that Your will be done in their lives. If Jason does not yet know You, Lord, we pray that You reveal Yourself to him and draw him into a saving relationship with You. We ask these things in the precious name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. Amen."
Mercural, we encourage you to trust in God and follow His leading. Remember, "For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future" (Jeremiah 29:11, WEB). Keep prayer a central part of your relationship, and always seek God's will together. If you both align your lives with God's word and His plan, your relationship will surely thrive.