Anonymous
Beloved of All
I've been having recurrent dreams about my first boyfriend. Long ago, when we were both in our teens, he committed suicide. He used belt to hang himself. After he passed away, I dreamt about him when I turned 18 years old. I was telling him in my dream that we should be together. He said no, we can't. During that dream, I could see his skin around his neck, where he had put the belt around his neck. In the next dream I had about him, I saw his body fully burnt in the dream. The burnt skin was flaking off his body. In the next dream, I saw his Dad going through so much disaster, he was sitting in his car regretting all the bad things he had said that caused my boyfriend to commit suicide. Recently, I dreamt that my first boyfriend kept trying to hold on to me. He wanted me to go around him. I felt disturbed because I could see his skin full of scars. His skin no longer looked like when we were both in our teens, but his skin was fully with scars like he was sitting in fire, flames and fire scar his skin. I don't know why I dream about my first boyfriend. But I am starting to feel bothered. Please pray for me.