Anonymous
Beloved of All
Please pray for my partner and our future family. My partner previously has always talked about wanting multiple children together, four to be exact. He even named two of them, Leo and Ellia. Recently he’s been struggling with some personal development, he harbours a lot of subconscious trauma I suspect, and he says he feels nothing towards the thought of children anymore, where he feels and thinks he should feel excitement. He takes this as him not wanting them. However, less than a few weeks ago he was thrilled to hear his mom talk about grandkids. I told him that everyone experiences things differently and feels differently at different times and not being excited isn’t a bad thing. He is likely timid because he had a rough childhood with his father and fears being a bad parent. He is the sweetest, most kind, and gentle man in the whole world. He has areas to work on is actively pursuing these through spending more time on practicing this. I still want these children desperately, as we’ve spoken about them for more than two years and they feel as though they are meant for us and meant to help guide our life. Many times previously with him speaking about how beautiful they would be. Please pray for him to receive the strength to heal his heart and find himself. Guide him through the tumultuous path we are on and guide us together to navigate this path together. Please pray that god him grants him the opportunity to learn patience, the clarity that we can navigate this path we are on together, and give him the opportunity to test himself and experience the creation of our two beautiful blessings.