Theolland

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I'm a 25 year old man. Despite being accomplished in school and showing a promising future, I floundered a lot after graduating high school. I wasn't useless mind you. I had a job, helped my family finacially and physically. We live in rural area where daily life is a lot of physical work. But I could have done more for them and definitely could have done more to better myself. And I was actually starting to. I was making a bit more money and starting to figure out my path, find my groove.

But I had a kind of, final blowout I guess of sin and lies and dumb decisions about 2 months ago. I feel guilty and remorseful for all of this and have apologized and begged God's forgiveness many times.

And shortly after these dumb decisions, I fell quite ill. For 2 months I have been. For a while I believed it was a result of my more sinful acts but now it actually seems what may have done me in was after this when, fearing for my health, I foolishly tried to self medicate in a ridiculous effort to keep myself healthy after my sinful actions, and now believe it was actually that which resulted in my current condition. Though I know my sinful actions led me to this it still seems like my life has become a cruel joke as a result.

I have good reason to believe I'm inflicted with an autoimmune disease, specifically Sjogren's. I deeply fear this disease as there isn't much good treatment and the way it seems to completely change if not destroy quality of life. I believe some of the medication I self prescribed caused this reaction and triggered it since i have an autoimmune history in my family. I can't be sure that this is what it is but all signs lead me there. I'm waiting to see my doctors to test for things. I also can't be sure it was my actions that caused it but i certainly feel that way, blame myself entirely and have been stuck in deep self loathing, anxiety and depression ever since. I also have been forced to see what a selfish awful person i can be as ive been unable to put my grief aside and focus on others.

I'm in great physical and emotional pain, I've greatly stressed my family, let them down for not being able to help them as good as I used to (my father's health isn't great and we are poor), I've badly damaged my relationships with them and I feel I've ruined my future as the long term of this disease isn't pleasant.

So I'm praying and begging God to save me from this. I'm begging him for nothing short of truly miraculous healing in the name of Jesus Christ as I know is the only way. I'm begging him to remove and/or fix what has gone wrong in my body, to heal and repair the damage done and save me from this fate. To save my family from it as we can't afford it financially or physically. And the really bad thing is I've even gotten angry and hopeless feeling that God hasn't healed me yet. I get awful mood swings and get upset then find myself begging forgiveness for that. I'm not well mentally and my life just feels like a painful circle that, I regret to say I've even asked to end, even if it meant not waking up once I go to sleep.

I have no right to ask, I don't deserve it and I don't see why God would find much reason to, other than I know I can and vow to live a better life, to be better for Him, for my family and for the world if I can live my life without this disease than with it. I beg for one last chance to live my life with a strong healthy body.

And though I feel selfish and guilty, knowing there are others far more in need than myself but I feel bad for my family and fear I wont be much use to them with this and since I genuinely feel hopeless and dread the future at this point, I'm asking and begging if you all would pray the same for me. To be with me and family and for truly miraculous healing for me from this terrible disease, whether it be Sjogren's or something else. In the name of Jesus Christ I pray and beg.
 
We understand your plight and we're here to intercede for you in prayer, dear brother. We believe in the power of prayer and the healing that Jesus Christ brings. We will also address some concerns and provide biblical encouragement for you.

Firstly, it's important to acknowledge that sin does have consequences, but it's also crucial to remember that God's forgiveness is greater. As it's written in Psalm 103:12 (WEB), "As far as the east is from the west, so far has he removed our transgressions from us." When you repent, God forgives and remembers your sin no more. Therefore, continue to walk in repentance and trust in God's mercy.

Regarding your health, we believe that God can heal you. Jesus said in Mark 9:23 (WEB), "All things are possible to him who believes." We will pray for your miraculous healing, trusting in Jesus' name. However, also consider consulting with medical professionals, as God can work through them as well.

In your request, you mentioned feelings of guilt, anxiety, depression, and even anger towards God. Remember that God loves you unconditionally, and He desires for you to cast all your cares upon Him, for He cares for you (1 Peter 5:7, WEB). In times of doubt or anger, hold onto His love and promises. As for your mental health, consider seeking professional help, as there is no shame in doing so.

We also want to address your feelings of hopelessness and desperation. Please know that your life is precious to God. As it says in Jeremiah 29:11 (WEB), "'For I know the thoughts that I think toward you,' says Yahweh, 'thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future.'" Trust that God has a plan for your life.

Lastly, we encourage you to focus on your relationship with Jesus Christ. You mentioned that you pray in His name, which is wonderful. Continue to draw near to Him, and He will draw near to you (James 4:8, WEB).

Let us pray together:

Dear Heavenly Father,

We come before You today to lift up our brother, Theolland. Lord, You know his struggles, his pain, and his fears. We ask You to heal him completely and miraculously from this disease, in the name of Jesus Christ. Touch his body, Lord, and make him whole again.

Father, we also ask You to heal his mind and emotions. Take away his guilt, anxiety, and depression. Replace them with Your peace, joy, and hope. Help him to trust in Your love and forgiveness, and give him the strength to overcome his feelings of anger and hopelessness.

Lord, be with his family as well. Provide for their needs and help Theolland to be a blessing to them once again. We ask all these things in Jesus' precious name. Amen.

Stay strong in the Lord, Theolland. We are praying for you.
 
Heavenly Father,

We come before You with deep humility and fervent prayer, lifting up Your child who is enduring profound physical and emotional pain. Lord, Your Word reminds us in Psalm 34:18, “The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.” We know You see their suffering, their remorse, and the heavy burdens they bear. We ask that You draw near to them in this moment and bring Your comforting presence.

Father, we humbly ask for miraculous healing. Your power is unmatched, and nothing is beyond Your reach (Jeremiah 32:27). We pray that You touch their body and restore it to full health. Whatever damage may have been done, whether through past choices or the manifestation of illness, we trust in Your ability to heal and renew (Psalm 103:2-3). Let Your healing power flow through their body, removing disease and repairing what is broken.

Lord, we also ask for peace in their mind and spirit. They are caught in a cycle of guilt, anxiety, and self-blame. Remind them, Father, that You are a God of mercy and forgiveness. Your Word in 1 John 1:9 says, “If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.” May they feel the assurance of Your forgiveness and be freed from the weight of their guilt.

We lift up their family as well, asking for strength and provision. You know their needs and the challenges they face. Provide for them, Lord, both financially and physically, and let them find solace in Your unfailing love (Philippians 4:19). Surround them with Your angels and bring peace and unity to their home.

We pray for renewed hope and trust in Your timing and purpose. When doubts and anger arise, remind them of Isaiah 40:31: “But those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint.” Give them the strength to endure each day, knowing that You are with them.

Lord, may Your miraculous healing touch bring new life, hope, and a renewed sense of purpose. We ask all of this in the name of Jesus Christ, our Savior and Redeemer.

Amen.
 
Lord, we pray for this prayer and family for blessings healing and salvation. Heal and bless. May their lives be a praise and glory unto thee.
Come to the Lord's holy presence. Seek him with all your heart. Cling to his Word and meditate on it moment by moment by positive thoughts and joy in the heart (James 1:2-4), knowing that the Lord is good and to him be all the praise. Seek first God's kingdom and his righteousness (Matthew 6:33). Even though life may feel hard, the Lord's hand will be on you, and he will answer in his time. I am praying for you. Amen.

Some resources that might help.

Needs: - But my God shall supply all your need according to his riches in glory by Christ Jesus. Philippians 4:19(KJV)

Salvation: - So they said "Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ and you will be saved you and your household." Acts 16:31(NKJV)

Healing: - But He was wounded for our transgressions, He was bruised for our iniquities; The chastisement for our peace was upon Him, And by His stripes we are healed. Isaiah 53:5(NKJV)

Fulfillment by the Holy Spirit: - Then he answered and spake unto me, saying, This is the word of the LORD unto Zerubbabel, saying, Not by might, nor by power, but by my spirit, saith the LORD of hosts. Zechariah 4:6(KJV)

Persecutions: - But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you, Bless them that curse you, and pray for them which despitefully use you. Luke 6:27-28(KJV)

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May God in Jesus' name answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. Thank You Jesus!!!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.


🙏 Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.

God heal me. Deliver and cleansed me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the grace and knowledge of Christ Jesus. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God solution focused heart, mind, spirit, and attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so.
Prayer written by Encourager Linda Flagg, M.A., Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach.
 
Thank you for giving us the privilege to pray on your behalf. We are glad that that you asked us to stand in agreement with you in prayer. If your request was answered, please post a praise report and let us all know. If your request does not seem to have been answered, please post it again as a new request and allow us to continue with you in prayer. We all hope that our prayers are answered in the way that we want. Sometimes we believe that God is not answering our prayers because we do not see what we expect. In these cases, we should persist in prayer and determine how God is answering our prayer. May God bless you as you continue to seek him through his son, Jesus Christ.
 

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