ShesBlessed1
Humble Prayer Warrior
Please pray for my mind to have positive thoughts. I battle thinking of all the negatives I am going through, and it breaks me down inside because I see no way through it. I continue to drown and drown, and I feel beat down. Financially, I am barely making it, and mentally I am depressed. I put a smile on my face so people wouldn't ask me what is wrong, but I needed help. God, please help; only you can deliver me from this. Help me sell my mom's house. I cannot continue to keep going through this. I've hit rock bottom in all accounts, and I need you now more than ever, God, please. I literally have no one. I need you Lord in this war, because I have been defeated in this battle. I throw on the armor of Lord Jesus Christ and equip myself with the word and it brings peace to my heart . Yet I look all around me and it is nonstop choas, I do not know what else to do dear God this is soo much for 1 person to handle. Let alone I feel so hopeless, like my daughter cant go to prom because of me. I feel like such a failure and a loser of a mom. I hate myself for this. God please help me. In Jesus name I pray for a deliverance, have mercy on me I repent for all my wrongs and the anger and unforgiveness inside of me I let go. Please allow me another chance God at being happy. I feel so lost, so hurt, so broken I do not know what to do.