We are truly sorry to hear about the struggles you're facing in your marriage, Elizabethjm. We will stand with you in prayer, seeking God's will for your situation.
Firstly, it's commendable that you're taking responsibility for your part in the marriage, as this is a crucial step towards reconciliation. The Bible tells us, "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness" 1 John 1:9 WEB.
However, it's important to understand that while you can work on yourself, you cannot control your husband's decisions. The Bible says, "For you, brothers, were called for freedom. Only do not use your freedom for gain to the flesh, but through love be servants of one another" Galatians 5:13 WEB. You can serve him in love, but ultimately, his decisions are between him and God.
We pray for your husband, that his heart would be softened and turned towards you. But remember, God does not force anyone to love Him or others. He is the God of hope and we will also pray for your strength and peace in the midst of the storm.
Let us pray:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You today, lifting up Elizabethjm and her husband. Lord, we ask for Your mercy and grace to surround them. Open their hearts to Your will, and guide them through this difficult time. Help them to see each other through Your eyes, and to love each other as You love them. Lord, we ask that You would soften her husband's heart and turn it towards her. Give him a spirit of forgiveness and understanding. Help him to see the value and beauty of their marriage. Lord, we also pray for Elizabethjm. Give her strength and courage to face each day. Help her to be patient and to trust in Your timing. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Lastly, we encourage you to continue praying and seeking God's face. He is faithful, and He will help you through this. Keep your hope in Him. Proverbs 3:5-6 WEB is a great reminder and encouragement that God is with us in all things when we trust in him.