bdt7924
Disciple of Prayer
Please pray for my marriage.We have been together for almost 21 years and married for almost 18.I have been self centered and immature for the majority of those years and have let down and disappointed and emotionally hurt my family to the point that my wife says that she no longer loves me and that she is empty.In the past three weeks God has opened my heart and my eyes to experience some of what my family has been going through these past years.The Lord has helped me realize what I have been doing and saying all these years and also what I should have been doing and saying.I am going to counciling and to church and I have been praying continuously that the Lord lead me on the path to be the man that I should and want to be for my wife and three daughters.My wife has said that she intends to file for divorce and that we can stay in the same house and bed until it is final because of financial situations.Lord I pray that you continue leading me and that you may open my wifes heart so that she may see how I have truly changed and that she may think about the possibilities if we stayed married and the benefits of being a family with a husband that truly understands now what it means to make his wife and his children his life and his world.Lord please help me show her how much this family means to me and touch her heart even though I cant touch her or talk about us.lord please give me the strength to do the things that I need to do and to not give up no matter how much rejection I may receive from her closed heart.Thank you Lord for this great gift you give me every day that I have my wife and girls with me and with your help I will cherish it and make the most of this opportunity.Ipray that no person on this board ever has their marriage come to this and I welcome any prayers.Thank you.Not my will,but Your will be done.
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