Anonymous
Beloved of All
I got paid today and paid a bill i had to pay but went to the casino and lost the remaining 100 dollars i had left. I feel so ashamed and stupid. But this is not the first time, i have lost over 300 dollars in one night. When i don't have money, i don't worry about gambling. It's always on payday. Now understand, i am responsible, i pay my bills faithfully. I know i have to have a place to live so i pay my rent, buy food, pay my car payments, car insurance, life policy, buy gas and cell phone bill, medical co pays and pay other immediate bills. I have no kids at home, i live alone. I get pretty bored with my life. Not being in a relationship, so i do a lot of shopping but mostly i am by myself. I have no friends just people i talk too on a regular basis and i don't socialize hardly. I know i'm going about self-fulfillment the wrong way. The casino makes me somewhat happy like when i'm playing and the machines are in motion and the sounds of them and when i'm winning how it sounds when it's paying off. So i need prayer for self-control.
I thank you very much
And God bless.
I thank you very much
And God bless.