Dexter2020
Humble Servant of All
Please pray for my friend and his situation as he texted "Can u guys keep me in prayer too, I've just been feeling really down recently. Not sure why God's putting me through this, but He's putting me through a tough season and I feel that responses I get are so poor though I'm putting myself out there all the time. It's heartwrenching and bewildering to think why my conversations that I have would all fizzle down with all the ladies I met through events. I keep praying and trying to find out where the problem lies, and I feel I may have found it but I don't think it's serious enough for the conversations to fizzle out. I constantly reflected on myself and prayed about it, even knelt down and cried. I felt the Holy Spirit has been telling me for about a month to go back and trust Him first instead of feeling like I'm getting established in the community and I remember feeling fearful that everything's going to crash down again after I've built some connections, and I feel like maybe the Lord is making everything crash down to force me to my knees so I have no choice but to get back to Him. I feel really distressed and doubtful, and I find it hard to be happy. Please pray that God will guide me back to Him, but I pray that God will in His mercy first show me something material so I can be satisfied and be glad. Thankfully I'm now waiting to start my new job at 20 May, so I probably will get 2-3 weeks plus break at least. Hope and trust things will be better, but I've also been hoping and trusting for months.