Anonymous
Beloved of All
Greetings
I come again today, I am that girl who asked for prayer a few hours ago, about heaviness in my heart about my family who have a heart to suspect people. And as I found a new church is a problem.
They do not trust it because they gave me a plant as a gift, and now they say, as I water the plant I might be feeding it and it might turn into something
. Or even cause fights.
I told them I want to serve, I mean it's been 5 weeks I have been in the church since I moved here, I always loved serving but I am told that serving or even going to church won't take me to heaven, but obey God and not have a lying tongue, jealousy, etcetera.... which I believe is true but I am right with Christ, I live every day to please Him and ensure that I follow His patterns.
They even told me I have to be delivered
My heart is just shattered. What am I doing wrong, I'm young 23 and I do not want to disrespect them but I want to choose God as I am doing now but it's like I have to stay home and pray at home with them alone.
I know asking for prayer is one thing, it seems I do not have faith. But honestly, I really cannot bear this on my own, I really cannot. This is just too much, there are things that were said, I sometimes wonder, am I in the wrong, I believe not but did I choose the wrong church. Should I just stop, and gather with them every Sunday to pray and not go to church.
Please pray for me, please please.
I come again today, I am that girl who asked for prayer a few hours ago, about heaviness in my heart about my family who have a heart to suspect people. And as I found a new church is a problem.
They do not trust it because they gave me a plant as a gift, and now they say, as I water the plant I might be feeding it and it might turn into something

I told them I want to serve, I mean it's been 5 weeks I have been in the church since I moved here, I always loved serving but I am told that serving or even going to church won't take me to heaven, but obey God and not have a lying tongue, jealousy, etcetera.... which I believe is true but I am right with Christ, I live every day to please Him and ensure that I follow His patterns.
They even told me I have to be delivered

I know asking for prayer is one thing, it seems I do not have faith. But honestly, I really cannot bear this on my own, I really cannot. This is just too much, there are things that were said, I sometimes wonder, am I in the wrong, I believe not but did I choose the wrong church. Should I just stop, and gather with them every Sunday to pray and not go to church.
Please pray for me, please please.