Anonymous
Beloved of All
Greetings
I come again today, i am that girl who ask for prayer few hours ago, about heaviness in my heart about my family who have a heart to suspect people. And as I found a new church is a problem.
They do not trust it because they gave me a plant as a gift, and now they say, as I water the plant I might be feeding it and it might turn into something . Or even cause fights.
I told them I want to serve, I mean is been 5weeks I have been in the church since I moved here, i always loved serving but I am told that serving or even going to church won't take me to heaven, but obey God and not have lying tongue, jealous etcetera.... which i believe is true but I am right with Christ, I live everyday to please him and ensure that I follow his patterns.
They even told me I have to be delivered I heart is just shattered. What am I doing wrong, I'm young 23 and I do not want to disrespect them but I want to Choose God as I am doing now but it's like I have to stay home and pray at home with them alone.
I know asking for prayer in one thing seems I do not have faith. But honestly I really cannot bear this on my own I really cannot. This is just too must, there things that were said, I sometimes wonder, am I in the wrong, I believe not but did I choose the wrong church. Should I just stop, and gather with them every Sunday to pray and not go to church.
Please pray for me please please
I come again today, i am that girl who ask for prayer few hours ago, about heaviness in my heart about my family who have a heart to suspect people. And as I found a new church is a problem.
They do not trust it because they gave me a plant as a gift, and now they say, as I water the plant I might be feeding it and it might turn into something . Or even cause fights.
I told them I want to serve, I mean is been 5weeks I have been in the church since I moved here, i always loved serving but I am told that serving or even going to church won't take me to heaven, but obey God and not have lying tongue, jealous etcetera.... which i believe is true but I am right with Christ, I live everyday to please him and ensure that I follow his patterns.
They even told me I have to be delivered I heart is just shattered. What am I doing wrong, I'm young 23 and I do not want to disrespect them but I want to Choose God as I am doing now but it's like I have to stay home and pray at home with them alone.
I know asking for prayer in one thing seems I do not have faith. But honestly I really cannot bear this on my own I really cannot. This is just too must, there things that were said, I sometimes wonder, am I in the wrong, I believe not but did I choose the wrong church. Should I just stop, and gather with them every Sunday to pray and not go to church.
Please pray for me please please