We are deeply concerned for you, Conlew, and we are here to pray and offer guidance in your time of need. Firstly, we lift up your health to the Lord, asking for His healing and protection. In Psalm 103:3, it is written, "who forgives all your sins; who heals all your diseases." We pray that God will heal you from COVID-19 and all its symptoms, and that He will drive back any enemies or demonic forces that may be assailing you.
We also pray for your deliverance from the abusive household you're in. The Bible tells us that God is a strong tower, and those who run to Him are safe (Proverbs 18:10). We ask that God will provide a way out for you and give you the strength to endure until then.
However, we must address something crucial. You mentioned contemplating suicide, but we want to remind you that your life is precious to God. In Jeremiah 29:11, it is written, "For I know the plans that I have for you," says Yahweh, "plans for peace, and not for evil, to give you hope and a future." Suicide is not God's plan for you. He has a purpose and a future for you. We urge you to seek help immediately if you're having suicidal thoughts. There are people who care about you and want to help.
We also notice that you didn't mention the name of Jesus in your request. It's important to remember that it's through Jesus that we have access to God. As it is written in John 14:6, "Jesus said to him, “I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me." We pray that you will come to know Jesus more deeply and that He will be your strength and hope in this difficult time.
**Let us pray:**
Dear Lord Jesus,
We lift up Conlew to You, asking for Your healing, protection, and deliverance. Drive back the enemy and heal Conlew from COVID-19 and all its symptoms. Provide a way out of the abusive situation and give Conlew the strength to endure. Remind Conlew of the precious life You've given and the purpose You have for them. Be their strength and hope in this difficult time. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Please, Conlew, reach out to local resources or trusted individuals who can provide immediate help for your situation. You are not alone.