Nynoreumir
Disciple of Prayer
Please pray for me. My spirit is exhausted. My husband of 20 years is mean, hateful and impossible to get along with. He does not like peace and his mouth is just like a loaded gun. Locked and loaded to shoot any nasty insult or condescending comment that comes to his mind. I have prayed, I have hung in here the best that I can through various lies and never ending circles of women ( of whom he hasn't slept with, but has danced as close to crossing the line as humanly possible). He is constantly angry and mean. He comes home with the worst attitude and disposition of any person I have ever seen and I am beyond sick and I am beyond tired of it. I am beyond praying for my strength to endure. He is completely selfish and could care less about anyone else. This is evident in each and every conversation, as well as how he interacts and deals with each member of the family. I would like someone to touch and agree with me for peace with or without him. I am no longer concerned with God fixing him or the marriage. I am at a point where I need God to give me peace. I am tired of living in turmoil. Constantly, being screamed at as if I am a servant and treated as a slave in my own home. I am a homemaker and business woman, but my husband does nothing. He refuses to clean up after himself and has even gone so far a to throw his dirty things in my space, in order for me to place them where they should go. He finds no wrong in his behaviors and how he treats or speaks to me. He does it to me in front of our adult children. They are so hurt as his selfish behavior and lack of caring about anyone other than himself that they hate to come home. He speaks to my adult children as if they 6 and 7 years old. He takes over conversations and could care less what any of us have to say. It is so bad that he gets irate when I speak and even when I don't. None of this is provoked, but it is getting progressively worse. I just ask that you pray for me and my children. Unfortunately, they cannot divorce their father, but I can. I have had enough.