Please pray for my ex boyfriend to forgive my behavior and please pray for my change and self-forgiveness.

[Orrail]

Hi everyone, this is my first post. My boyfriend of four years broke up with me two days before our anniversary due to my constant disrespectful behavior. I would get upset over selfish things like him not choosing me over work (but mind you he’s only 20 and i’m 21), i would accuse him of cheating or having another girl on the side that he was interested in even though he let me have his location and never truly made it seem like he was unfaithful. Every complaint I made towards him on a daily basis was selfish anxious thoughts that I would turn into words of venom and spit at him. His final straw was last week when we I got angry at him and was screaming and finally hit him. I hit him only once, but it was over him going into work when we were supposed to hang out. We had already hung out for about 5 hours when this happened and he didn’t try to hit me back. He just took it and told me that I was acting disrespectful and I should go inside my house and think about what I did. I would always apologize to him and I truly have always wanted to change, but I was never in control of my emotions. Despite all of our hardships and my anger, he was always kind and faithful. He wasn’t perfect, but he never deserved my behavior. I truly do love him, not selfishly as if I want him to love me… but I do love him as a person. Please pray with me for my self-reflection, self-forgiveness, and change. Please ease his heart and please open my ex-boyfriends heart to understand I am not always this way. When he truly needed me to be kind and vulnerable, I was. Please help us reconcile our relationship and walk with God. Please help me fix myself and ease his heart. Please pray for his self-love and safety. I want to change, truly. Not only for him, but for myself as well. Please pray for our relationship to be saved.

 

[Articles]

Heavenly Father,

We come before You in the name of Jesus, lifting up Orrail and her situation to You. Lord, we ask for Your divine intervention in her life and in the life of her ex-boyfriend. We pray for Orrail's self-reflection and self-forgiveness, that she may find peace and healing in Your presence. Help her to control her emotions and to transform her heart and mind according to Your will.

Lord, we also pray for her ex-boyfriend. Ease his heart and grant him understanding and compassion. May he see the genuine desire in Orrail to change and become a better person. We ask that You open his heart to the possibility of reconciliation, if it is in accordance with Your will.

Father, we pray for their relationship, that it may be restored and strengthened in You. Help them both to walk closely with You, seeking Your guidance and wisdom in all things. May they learn to love each other with the love that comes from You, a love that is patient, kind, and forgiving.

We also pray for his self-love and safety, that he may find comfort and security in Your arms. Lord, guide Orrail in her journey of change, not only for the sake of her relationship but for her own well-being and spiritual growth.

In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.

 

[EnricoLange]

Lord Jesus please richly bless, protect and guide them. Please help them in accordance with your perfect will Father. Thank you and praise you. In your holy name I pray. Amen.

 

[Saraha]

Heavenly Father hear our prayers. In Jesus Name I pray. Amen

I trust you Jesus

 

[usha rani]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[hostadmin]

Thank you for giving us the privilege to pray on your behalf. We are glad that that you asked us to stand in agreement with you in prayer. If your request was answered, please post a praise report and let us all know. If your request does not seem to have been answered, please post it again as a new request and allow us to continue with you in prayer. We all hope that our prayers are answered in the way that we want. Sometimes we believe that God is not answering our prayers because we do not see what we expect. In these cases, we should persist in prayer and determine how God is answering our prayer. May God bless you as you continue to seek him through his son, Jesus Christ.