Please pray for my depression. I have ...

[Venunnura]

Please pray for my depression. I have had to increase my antidepressant dose. I started to get angry about childhood events again and I kept getting a feeling of hopelessness. Also started getting guilt about bad decisions I made in the past. Like being in a trance at times. Lack of concentration. Difficulty finding words to speak like brain is slowed down. Lack of energy very slowed down. Finding it hard to move. Lack of emotion. Occasional fear I am turning bad. Hard to even take care of myself just doing the basics. Kept praying. Have improved a bit now. Concentration improved and speech normal again tonight went out of the house I know some may disagree with me for taking antidepressants but I have had depression all my life. It is genetic. Both my parents have it and I think my dad, my brother and me all have some form of undiagnosed autism. I was sexually abused just after my 10th birthday. Didn’t realise it was abuse and blamed myself and eventually dumbed it down as ‘just a game’ (of course it wasn’t for the other person as they were too old for pretend boyfriend girlfriend games) and to feel less guilty then it eventually blocked it out of my mind. My depression got worse after this started getting OCD. My home life was hard lots of arguements. Chronic illness began at age 13. At age 14 started to wish I was dead. Not long after I started my period at age 15 I had a nervous breakdown where I had delusions that came and went. Age 16 a more severe breakdown with delusions and suicidal thoughts most of the time, lost a lot of weight, didn’t take care of myself. Started to take an overdose but belief in God stopped me. I had no professional help during this time. I let the school believe it was just exam stress because I didn’t feel like I could say all the things in my mind. In reality I was so ill I no longer cared about exams I just wanted the pain and guilt to stop. On the penultimate day of school I went with my friend to buy a cowgirl scarf to wear for the last day and it was warm sunny weather and I started to rationalise my thoughts and feel hope. I went home and cooked a meal, had an early night. Got out of bed early, had a shower, changed my bedsheets and put on makeup. Got through the last day relieved to leave a place that reminded me of trauma. behind me. Got boyfriend when I was at sixth form then depression came back and he sexually assaulted me. I have had full blown psychosis once when I had a life threatening illness which tipped depression over the edge.

 

[marls]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Sonib]

Please pray for my depression. I have had to increase my antidepressant dose. I started to get angry about childhood events again and I kept getting a feeling of hopelessness. Also started getting guilt about bad decisions I made in the past. Like being in a trance at times. Lack of concentration. Difficulty finding words to speak like brain is slowed down. Lack of energy very slowed down. Finding it hard to move. Lack of emotion. Occasional fear I am turning bad. Hard to even take care of myself just doing the basics. Kept praying. Have improved a bit now. Concentration improved and speech normal again tonight went out of the house I know some may disagree with me for taking antidepressants but I have had depression all my life. It is genetic. Both my parents have it and I think my dad, my brother and me all have some form of undiagnosed autism. I was sexually abused just after my 10th birthday. Didn’t realise it was abuse and blamed myself and eventually dumbed it down as ‘just a game’ (of course it wasn’t for the other person as they were too old for pretend boyfriend girlfriend games) and to feel less guilty then it eventually blocked it out of my mind. My depression got worse after this started getting OCD. My home life was hard lots of arguements. Chronic illness began at age 13. At age 14 started to wish I was dead. Not long after I started my period at age 15 I had a nervous breakdown where I had delusions that came and went. Age 16 a more severe breakdown with delusions and suicidal thoughts most of the time, lost a lot of weight, didn’t take care of myself. Started to take an overdose but belief in God stopped me. I had no professional help during this time. I let the school believe it was just exam stress because I didn’t feel like I could say all the things in my mind. In reality I was so ill I no longer cared about exams I just wanted the pain and guilt to stop. On the penultimate day of school I went with my friend to buy a cowgirl scarf to wear for the last day and it was warm sunny weather and I started to rationalise my thoughts and feel hope. I went home and cooked a meal, had an early night. Got out of bed early, had a shower, changed my bedsheets and put on makeup. Got through the last day relieved to leave a place that reminded me of trauma. behind me. Got boyfriend when I was at sixth form then depression came back and he sexually assaulted me. I have had full blown psychosis once when I had a life threatening illness which tipped depression over the edge.

The Grace of God be with you.We all go through different pains.I got pregnant,the baby’s dad left me and when my baby reached full term I got Eclampsia and she died.Its not easy getting over pain, but pray for it from God and he will provide it.

 

[Brother James]

Praying with and for you in Jesus.

We can do everything Jesus did and more! We can speak; sickness leave in Jesus! Be healed by Jesus stripes! I am healed by Jesus stripes! Amen! Thank You Lord Jesus!

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There is nothing that happens for us that is bad. All things work for our good in Jesus! Look at everything as good!

Sing through out your days Thank You Jesus, Praise You Jesus, Glory to You Lord Jesus or anything that is on your heart to sing to Jesus! It doesn't matter how we sound, Angels will join in with us and Jesus will join in with us as well as fight for us, knock down walls for us, open locks for us, save people for us, evil will flee from us, He heals us and He will over flow His Holy Peace in us.

Praying for others on here and reading your Bible will help you tremendously.

I wanted to commit suicide once, I even came up with a plan. Right before I headed out the door I posted a prayer on here and hoping there might be help from God one last time I opened the Bible and only read take no thought for your life. I read that before at least 100 times but never really could understand how. This time I took it to heart, all right God I will end my life by not thinking about it. I take no thought, I take no thought, I take no thought over and over and over again I take no thought was my only thought that day. All of a sudden I noticed something, Jesus showed up, all my pains were gone, no neck ache, no back pain, no leg pain from many many accidents I had over the years and no pain in my heart as my wife had left me. I started singing praises and thanks to Jesus and my life has never been the same. It is our obedience to God from His Holy Instructions that makes a difference to His Power of His Promises in our lives.

Be a doer of Jesus friend, it really makes a difference! Thank You Lord Jesus!

Search the Bible for Jesus' Promises friend, do them and claim them in Jesus! Amen! Thank You Lord Jesus!

Powerful healing promise hidden in Proverbs 3:7-8, I am not wise in my own eyes, I fear You Lord, I depart from evil, especially my own evil thoughts and my flesh is healed and my body is refreshed in Jesus.

Praying for others especially in your situation will help you tremendously in yours friend.

Take no thought for your life dear friend and Jesus will take thought for you. Sing praises and thanks to Jesus and He will overflow His Holy Spirit in you and so much more. He will fight for you and give you the desires of your heart.

Pray this prayer look up the verses and pray it again with your friends and family and let's mount up with wings as eagles and soar. Soar with me.

Let Us Pray: God I ask in Jesus' name, bless me to grow closer to You. I long for a more intimate relationship with You. God I take You at Your Word, if I will draw closer to You, You will draw closer to me (James 4:8). Show me how to draw closer to You. Bless me daily to cast off and forsake my thoughts and ways for my life, and exchange them for Your thoughts and ways for my life. Let me think Your thoughts and dream Your dreams for my life. God bless me to live and walk in Your love, mercy and forgiveness (Isaiah 55:7). I confess, I will take no thought for my life. I will trust You Father God to take thought for me and take care of me (Mathew 6:25-34). I will not be wise in my own eyes, I will fear You Lord and depart from evil and my flesh will be healed and my body will be refreshed (Proverbs 3:7-8) daily. Thank You Jesus for Your Promises! Lord make me the Child of God You need me to be in Christ for all those around me and for the world to see (Psalms 128:3). Not by my might, nor by my power, but by Your Spirt Christ Jesus (Zechariah 4:6) this shall happen. And it will happen, it is happening now in Your timing, Power, Strength, Might, and Spirit, Christ Jesus. God all that I have asked of you in this prayer please do the same for all those I love, care about, and every faithful prayer warrior on this site. Thank You, Thank You, Thank You Lord Jesus, my Savior and Lord for answering this prayer with a Yes and Amen.

Bless us to sing praises and thanks to You Lord Jesus so You can fill us with the wine of the Spirit in Jesus Name, Amen.

 

[Regiah]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[123]

God will protect you in your time of need. I pray that your prayer will be answered soon.
"For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all." 2 Corinthians 4:17
May the Lord wrap his arms around you and keep you at peace. God Bless you with our Father always at your side protecting you and your needs.

 

[Roy Sanders]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Roy Sanders]

Please pray for my depression. I have had to increase my antidepressant dose. I started to get angry about childhood events again and I kept getting a feeling of hopelessness. Also started getting guilt about bad decisions I made in the past. Like being in a trance at times. Lack of concentration. Difficulty finding words to speak like brain is slowed down. Lack of energy very slowed down. Finding it hard to move. Lack of emotion. Occasional fear I am turning bad. Hard to even take care of myself just doing the basics. Kept praying. Have improved a bit now. Concentration improved and speech normal again tonight went out of the house I know some may disagree with me for taking antidepressants but I have had depression all my life. It is genetic. Both my parents have it and I think my dad, my brother and me all have some form of undiagnosed autism. I was sexually abused just after my 10th birthday. Didn’t realise it was abuse and blamed myself and eventually dumbed it down as ‘just a game’ (of course it wasn’t for the other person as they were too old for pretend boyfriend girlfriend games) and to feel less guilty then it eventually blocked it out of my mind. My depression got worse after this started getting OCD. My home life was hard lots of arguements. Chronic illness began at age 13. At age 14 started to wish I was dead. Not long after I started my period at age 15 I had a nervous breakdown where I had delusions that came and went. Age 16 a more severe breakdown with delusions and suicidal thoughts most of the time, lost a lot of weight, didn’t take care of myself. Started to take an overdose but belief in God stopped me. I had no professional help during this time. I let the school believe it was just exam stress because I didn’t feel like I could say all the things in my mind. In reality I was so ill I no longer cared about exams I just wanted the pain and guilt to stop. On the penultimate day of school I went with my friend to buy a cowgirl scarf to wear for the last day and it was warm sunny weather and I started to rationalise my thoughts and feel hope. I went home and cooked a meal, had an early night. Got out of bed early, had a shower, changed my bedsheets and put on makeup. Got through the last day relieved to leave a place that reminded me of trauma. behind me. Got boyfriend when I was at sixth form then depression came back and he sexually assaulted me. I have had full blown psychosis once when I had a life threatening illness which tipped depression over the edge.

The battle ground here on earth is for the control of your mind. The only weapon satan has is to attack
your thought. He want to take control of you by controlling your thoughts. Here are some scriptures that God says
you should do to protect your mind.
I will be praying for you also.


1Cor.2:16 For WHO HAS KNOWN THE MIND OF THE LORD, THAT HE WILL INSTRUCT HIM? But we have the mind of Christ.


Rom.12:2 And do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, so that you may prove what the will of God is, that which is good and acceptable and perfect.


Phil.4:8 Finally, brothers and sisters, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable—if anything is excellent or praiseworthy—think about such things.



Eph.5:15-16 Set your minds on things above, not on earthly things.


Rom.5:1 Therefore, since we have been justified through faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ,


Col.3:2 Jesus replied: ‘Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind.’





In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make straight your paths Prov. 3:6



Rom.10:17 So then faith cometh by hearing, and hearing by the word of God.

 

[mycorize]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[usha rani]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.