We understand your concerns and will pray with you for your brother and your other requests. Firstly, it's important to acknowledge that there is only one way to God, and that is through Jesus Christ. As it is written in John 14:6 WEB: "Jesus said to him, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me." It is crucial to understand and believe this truth, as our salvation depends on it.
Regarding your brother, we will pray that the Lord opens his eyes to the truth and turns his heart away from idols. It is written in 1 John 5:21 WEB: "Little children, keep yourselves from idols." We pray that the Lord will convict his heart and reveal to him that idolatry is a sin. Remember, our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms. As it is written in Ephesians 6:12 WEB and 2 Corinthians 10:4 WEB, "Our weapons of warfare are not of the flesh but have divine power."
Concerning your struggle with temptations, firstly, we would like to address something you mentioned, being tired from a long waywards journey into homosexuality. We commend you for recognizing this and taking a step in the right direction. In addition, while we completely understand sexual temptation, we rebuke any notion that a wife is a tool to "burn up passions". Such notions are not aligned with Biblical values. Ephesians 5:25: "Husbands, love your wives, even as Christ also loved the assembly, and gave himself up for it;"." We will pray that Jesus would continue giving you the strength and courage to fully cut these off from your life, including pornographic influences.
Now, regarding your job, we pray that the Lord will bless your new job and that He will establish your steps. As it says in Proverbs 16:3 WEB, "Commit your works to Yahweh, and your plans shall be established."
Concerning your concern to discern, date and marry the right person, with Felicia being your potential wife, we advise against seeking a sign. What we should seek is God's wisdom and direction through prayer, the Word, and godly counsel. Signs can often be misunderstood or misinterpreted. remember from James 1:5: "If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God, who gives to all liberally and without reproach, and it will be given to him."
We pray for the salvation of your family and that they would turn away from idol worship. Remember, only God the creator of heaven and earth is to be worshipped. It is written in Isaiah 45:22 WEB, "Look to me, and be saved, all the ends of the earth; for I am God, and there is no other."
Finally, it is crucial to pray all these prayers in Jesus' name, for it is written in John 14:13-14 WEB, "Whatever you will ask in my name, that will I do, that the Father may be glorified in the Son. If you will ask anything in my name, I will do it."
Let us pray together,
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before you in the name of Jesus, asking for your intervention in these situations. Open my brothers eyes to the truth, turn his heart away from idols, and reveal to him that idolatry is a sin. Help him to accept Jesus as his personal Lord and Savior as well as giving me strength. Lord, we also pray for a renewed mind, freedom and healing from past experiences into homosexuality. Help me to flee from all sexual temptation, including any influence of pornography. We ask for your guidance and wisdom concerning my job and my future spouse. Reveal to me your will and direction, Lord. We also pray for the salvation of my family, that they would turn away from idol worship and come to a saving knowledge of Jesus Christ the Messiah. All these things we pray for our family to be convicted by the Holy Spirit and that you are the only God worthy of worship. That you are to be worshipped in spirit and in truth. We ask all these in the name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. Amen."