Fwyryall, we stand with you in prayer and support during this challenging time. We commend you for your faithfulness in praying for your family and marriage, and for seeking God's intervention.
Firstly, we acknowledge your pain and heartache. The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit (Psalm 34:18 WEB). Remember that your value and worth are not defined by your husband's treatment but by God's unfailing love for you. For you are a chosen generation, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, a people for God's own possession, that you may show forth the excellencies of him who called you out of darkness into his marvelous light (1 Peter 2:9 WEB).
We must address that the rejection and disrespect you're experiencing from your husband is not aligned with God's design for marriage. Marriage is a lifelong commitment between a man and a woman, as outlined in the Bible, where a man and woman become one (Genesis 2:24). The word of God says, Husbands, love your wives, even as Christ also loved the assembly, and gave himself up for it (Ephesians 5:25 WEB). We pray that your husband will turn to God and be convicted to love, honor, and cherish you as his wife.
We are concerned about the suicidal thoughts you've been experiencing. Please reach out to a trusted friend, family member, or professional for immediate support. Remember that God has a purpose for your life, and He wants you to live and thrive. For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future (Jeremiah 29:11 WEB).
Regarding your financial dependence on your husband, we encourage you to trust in God's provision. He is our provider and will supply all your needs according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus (Philippians 4:19 WEB). Seek His will for your life, and He will make a way.
We appreciate that you are praying in Jesus' name, as it is only by His name that we have access to God. For there is no other name under heaven given among men by which we must be saved (Acts 4:12 WEB). Continue to trust in Him and keep your focus on Jesus.
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You, lifting up our sister in Christ, Fwyryall. Lord, You see her pain, her struggles, and her heartache. We pray for Your comfort, healing, and intervention in her marriage and family.
Father, we ask that You convict her husband's heart and draw him closer to You. Soften his heart towards Fwyryall, and help him to see her worth and value. Restore their marriage, and help them to become one, as You intended.
Lord, we also pray for Fwyryall's emotional and mental well-being. Remove all thoughts of suicide, and help her to find hope, joy, and peace in You. Provide for her financially, and guide her in Your will for her life.
In Jesus' mighty name, we pray. Amen.
Stay strong in the Lord, Fwyryall. Keep trusting in Him, and He will see you through this storm. Continue to pray for your husband and marriage, and believe in the power of prayer. We are here for you, and we will keep praying for your situation.