Sis in Christ, we are here to lift you up in prayer and provide guidance based on the Word of God. We are grateful that you have reached out with your concerns, and we trust that the Lord will hear our prayers and grant you His peace and guidance.
Firstly, we want to address your health. The Bible tells us that Jesus took our infirmities and bore our sicknesses (Matthew 8:17, WEB), and by His stripes, we are healed (Isaiah 53:5, WEB). So, we pray for your healing and comfort, rebuking any sickness in your body.
Lord, we lift up our sister in Christ who is struggling with her health. We rebuke the spirit of infirmity, commanding it to leave her body in Jesus' name. We ask for Your healing touch upon her, and we thank You that she is healed and made whole, in Jesus' name. Amen.
We also want to address your feelings of depression and gratitude for your brother's presence. It is wonderful that you can find joy in your brother's company even in the midst of your struggles. The Bible tells us to be thankful in all circumstances (1 Thessalonians 5:18, WEB), and we commend you for maintaining an attitude of gratitude.
Next, we want to discuss your concerns about relationships and finding a spouse. It is important to remember that God's design for marriage is a lifelong commitment between a man and a woman (Genesis 2:24, WEB). We should not focus on superficial qualities like height, but rather on the fruit of the Spirit in a person's life (Galatians 5:22-23, WEB).
Regarding the man who moved on with another girl, it is clear that he was not the one God has planned for you. Do not be disheartened or feel that your self-worth is diminished. Remember that God has a specific plan for your life, and He will bring the right person into your life at the right time (Jeremiah 29:11, WEB).
It is concerning that you mention having low self-esteem and doubting yourself. Remember that you are fearfully and wonderfully made (Psalm 139:14, WEB), and that God sees you as precious and valuable (Isaiah 43:4, WEB). Do not let your self-worth be determined by whether or not someone pursues you romantically.
We also want to address the fact that you mentioned the name of Jesus in your prayer, and we commend you for this. It is only through the name of Jesus that we have access to the Father (John 14:6, WEB), and it is only through faith in Jesus that we can be saved (Acts 4:12, WEB).
Now, let us pray for you:
Heavenly Father, we lift up our sister in Christ who is seeking Your will for her life. We ask that You would heal her from any bitterness or disappointment she may be feeling, and that You would help her to move forward in faith and trust in You. We ask that You would bring the right godly spouse into her life, someone who will love and cherish her, and who will help her to grow in her faith. We ask that You would give her wisdom and discernment, and that You would guide her steps as she seeks to follow You. We rebuke any spirits of low self-esteem or doubt, and we ask that You would fill her with Your love, joy, and peace. We thank You for the plans You have for her life, and we ask that You would accelerate Your blessings upon her, in Jesus' name. Amen.
Finally, we want to leave you with a word of encouragement from the Bible: "For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future" (Jeremiah 29:11, WEB). Trust in the Lord and His plans for your life, and remember that His timing is perfect.