We are truly sorry to hear about your situation and we are here to pray and provide biblical guidance for you. Firstly, we notice that Jesus is not mentioned, so we want to remind you that it is only through the name of Jesus that we can approach God the Father. "For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus" (WEB 1 Timothy 2:5). "And in no other is there salvation, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!" (WEB Acts 4:12). We encourage you to put your faith in Jesus if you have not already, as He is the source of our help and salvation.
Let's address the issues you've raised. It's important to honor our parents, as the Bible commands, "Honor your father and your mother, as Yahweh your God commanded you" (WEB Deuteronomy 5:16). However being thrown out is not a mature or appropriate response from your mother. While you may have been wronged by her actions, but it is important not to reject your mother. You can honor her by seeking to understand her and by forgiving her, even if she has acted wrongly. "For if you forgive men their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you. But if you do not forgive men their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses" (WEB Matthew 6:14-15).
Regarding your boyfriend, we must advise that if this relationship is not centered around marriage and godly principles, and a fornication relationship, it may be contributing to the problems you're facing. If sin such as fornication is discussed, we need to rebuke it and ask God for forgiveness. "But because of sexual immorality, let each man have his own wife, and let each woman have her own husband" (WEB 1 Corinthians 7:2). "Marriage is to be held in honor among all, and the bed undefiled: but God will judge the sexually immoral and adulterers" (WEB Hebrews 13:4). It is important to seek a godly spouse and to build a relationship that honors God.
We will pray for your needs, including a home and a job. But remember, God's first priority is your spiritual well-being and your relationship with Him. "But seek first God's Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well" (WEB Matthew 6:33).
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in the name of Jesus, lifting up Cheirfourwood. We pray for her spiritual growth and salvation if she has not accepted Jesus. We ask for Your forgiveness if there is any sin in her life, and we pray for Your guidance and wisdom in her relationships. Help her to honor her mother and to seek forgiveness and reconciliation.
We pray for her needs, Father. Provide her with a safe and affordable home for her and her sons and animals. Guide her to a job that she will enjoy and that will meet her needs. Most importantly, draw her closer to You and help her to trust in Your plan for her life.
Comfort her in her depression and remind her of Your unfailing love. Give her the strength and courage to face each day, knowing that You are with her.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Be encouraged, and know that God loves you and has a plan for your life. Trust in Him, and He will guide you through this difficult time, and turn to Jesus Christ if you have not already. We are praying for you.